If this is sincerely bothering you, mm, you might be harboring insecurities about that event related to the skin color of the participants vs the result and how your apparent genetic limits were laid bare. Something like, "if it was fair then I could've won, but I'm stuck back here because I'm white and no matter how hard I push myself it'll never even be noticed one way or another."
Life isn't fair whatsoever though, and apparently black people are faster than you. It happens. Let it go and take pride in making it to provincials and pushing yourself to the limit in competition. Sports competition is one of life's great experiences and a lot of people never avail themselves of it.
Or don't let it go and methodically take one of your gloves off, slap Deion Sanders across the cheek with it, and demand satisfaction for being racially insensitive to you, I guess? Nah, just let that shit go. Being triggered or outraged doesn't have any inherent value and you're better off discarding weaknesses you identify in yourself than holding onto them like trophies. The Oppression Olympics isn't a real sporting event, after all.
