Lord Frieza
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As 2016 has been a hard and crushing year for many reasons, I was curious how people are feeling about the future. I can kind of tell from frequenting OT the answer I'll get from most people, but I wanted to make the topic just to see people's views.
For me, I've lost a lot of hope this year. I've never been starry-eyed about the future, but in general, I felt like we were stepping on the right stones for the future, even if we were stepping on them a little too slowly and a little too cautiously (particularly in relation to climate change), and there was obviously huge issues going on in the world. But after this year, I'm a lot less certain than I once was. I'm not going to say I'm 100% hopeless now, but I definitely feel it slowing draining out of me. It seems almost unreal to see everything going on from Brexit to the election of Trump to the sweeping amount of right-wing movements cropping up in the world. It's like any and all good steps we took over the last several years are about to violently and viciously be retreaded back. I feel like the country I live in, the US, is headed very quickly for fascism, and that really breaks my heart.
I try hard to grasp to any kind of hope, that this idea of accelerationism has some warrant (though the general idea seems pretty lop-sided to me), but I really don't know. I've found that a lot of the joy I got from life is mostly gone now thinking of the future. I'm looking to get an overseas ESL teaching job, not necessarily to flee the US or anything like that, but maybe just to find something to revitalize myself, but I really don't know if it'll help. I use to write, too, but I don't know if I find any point to it anymore.
It's defeatist and I know I'm still processing it all, but it's like I've got no will to really do anything anymore after this year. Not in a suicidal way exactly, but it's like the wind got knocked right out of me and I'm not sure if I can catch my breath again.
For me, I've lost a lot of hope this year. I've never been starry-eyed about the future, but in general, I felt like we were stepping on the right stones for the future, even if we were stepping on them a little too slowly and a little too cautiously (particularly in relation to climate change), and there was obviously huge issues going on in the world. But after this year, I'm a lot less certain than I once was. I'm not going to say I'm 100% hopeless now, but I definitely feel it slowing draining out of me. It seems almost unreal to see everything going on from Brexit to the election of Trump to the sweeping amount of right-wing movements cropping up in the world. It's like any and all good steps we took over the last several years are about to violently and viciously be retreaded back. I feel like the country I live in, the US, is headed very quickly for fascism, and that really breaks my heart.
I try hard to grasp to any kind of hope, that this idea of accelerationism has some warrant (though the general idea seems pretty lop-sided to me), but I really don't know. I've found that a lot of the joy I got from life is mostly gone now thinking of the future. I'm looking to get an overseas ESL teaching job, not necessarily to flee the US or anything like that, but maybe just to find something to revitalize myself, but I really don't know if it'll help. I use to write, too, but I don't know if I find any point to it anymore.
It's defeatist and I know I'm still processing it all, but it's like I've got no will to really do anything anymore after this year. Not in a suicidal way exactly, but it's like the wind got knocked right out of me and I'm not sure if I can catch my breath again.