I would have a really hard time dealing with the fact that every night she’s sleeping in another guys bed. So that’s a big reason for me why I wouldn’t have started this shit (besides being it generally wrong imo)
I don't have anything against singles messing around. Married women are a whole differently league though. This is going to bite you in the ass eventually.
I believe your feelings are sincere, but at the same time I think you've clouded your rationality because she has you mesmerized. Enjoy it as long as you can though. Hopefully, you'll learn something from it for better or worse.
Oh, I almost forgot it to say it: she's married. She's been married for 13 years with an old, fat & bald dude that doesn't suit her at all (it's not me saying this, other co-workers said the same). She told me the story of his life and how when she was young, the love of his life break up with her, but not only that, he also leaved her with a lot of debts to pay. So as she literally told me: I had to live, so I went with this man that helped me to pay the debts.
She also told me that her family was pretty cruel to her when she was little. Her father told the family that she wasn't her daughter because she had lighter hair when she was little. She also told me how her mother sent her to the neighbour's house and how the old man there forced her, and how her mother keep sending her there despite the fact that she told her what happened.
This part bothers me the most about the woman. She's definitely not loyal type. She seems to be the type who uses anyone available to get out of situation, and makes any type of self justification by any means necessary - including lying. All the stuff she said about her own family, I wouldn't be surprised if they were total lies, or just some sort of convoluted half baked truth from one side at best.
Is she playing you, OP? I definitely think so.... but I also believe it's pretty apparent that you don't want to stop being an accomplice of an act of adultery... and also don't want any sort of responsibility from it either. That's a conflict of interest, but one must own it one way or another. Hopefully it would just be a broken heart that you can talk about with some tapas and vino with your friends in the future, and that's pretty much best case scenario that I can think of. I've seen many cases worse.... so I would be very careful if I were you.... and quite frankly, I would walk away and never look back.
We have been seeing each other almost everyday for the past 5 months, I think I have made it very clear that we have been intimate. Next time you want to call someone a idiot, at least try to accomplish basic reading comprehension first.
But I guess I have to add another random dude with mental problems trying aggresively to make it personal out of the blue. Seems there are a bunch of those on GAF.
I'm honestly starting to doubt this is real. I was willing to take OP by his word even though the story itself barely sounds believable, but the more OP responds the more it feels like this is just a troll..