Because I was planning to go to law school after my undergrad but I realized I have no real passion for law and I wasn't sure what I wanna do with my degree. The parts of poli sci that I loved and found easy was administration and policy, practical stuff. I just find business interesting, I want the opportunity to build something of my own rather than work for other people the rest of my life and I want the skills to do that.
I always planned to continue my education after undergrad, but I wasn't sure what I really wanted. After some thought, this seems to be what holds the most of my attention. I want something I can be passionate about, and I can be passionate about something I build myself.
Does that help? I realize it comes off as rambling maybe. I want to do more with my life, you know? I dunno if business school is the best direction, but at least it's a direction which is nice since I spent the better part of a year not knowing what to do.
I want to build something and I probably won't ever be an architect or an engineer... so maybe I can do business. What's nice is that in business, I have a lot of outside resources, family and friends etc, vs law or government where I know very few people in those positions.
I'm worried about doing it cause I'm a slacker and cause I probably won't be as experienced as most people there and I'm probably dumb compared to them.
I'm not worried about paying for it cause my parents said they're willing to pay if I make something of my life, lol. But that also makes me nervous cause I don't want to waste their hard earned money.