Cutty Flam
Banned
Was about to make a thread, a pessimistic one because I just wasn’t feeling good. Wasn’t feeling adequate. Depressed sort of energy and thoughts clouding my head
It’s not about that though. At the end of the day, you may feel like the world is against you, and it essentially is, but that doesn’t give you the right to betray yourself with destructive thoughts and acts. I’m better than that, you’re better than that, humanity is better than that. Be stronger for yourself so that others looking up to you, maybe without you even knowing, can grow WITH you. The way I see it, learning is as essential as having fun and living life. We need to practice all of these. Eating better for an overall more lively, healthy day to day experience. Thinking better thoughts, positive thoughts, more rational behavior, more thought behind your choices, more empathy and love towards your fellow bro and sis on this earth
I think it’s time to start a movement. Maybe there wont be a name for it, but there should be an understanding of it’s necessity. Just a better effort is all we need. More heart. I used to have mad heart I wont even lie I was trying my best all the time and giving all I had, passionate vigor and drive but somewhere along the line I got beat down and lost it. I think it’s time to evoke that same fighting spirit I once had, and double that shit, triple even. One life to live, Im doing this for God, my fam, my people going through the struggle and keeping it thorough despite the odds and the pressure
When it comes down to it, there cones a time when you plant your feet firmly and you build and you don’t look back. I say we all believe in ourselves fully and start walking a better path together. Life is what we make it so I’m going to shoot for excellence desite the obstacles and hopefully things start opening up
I believe we all play a part, and we are more amazing than our minds can fathom. But there’s something sinister pulling us down into the depths. I like to be concise so I can’t say what it is, but there is something we’re fighting here and now. It’s like a chain reaction. One person starts a fight and then it’s a brawl out of control; but something global this enemy is opposite of our nature...It’s abominable, nothing like beautiful humans trying to live their lives and enjoy. I’m going to learn about my enemy and learn how to fight it precisely if I can, defeat it bc I feel it’s possible for is to
Forgive my rant. It’s not t he most coherent, I instantaneously changed my mind from that of a very troubled fool sorry as can be in the present moment, to a man who is thinking about conquering himself for his own betterment
I think I’d be ashamed if I died right now. I haven’t given enough to those who have supported me, protected me, given me life and hope and love I can’t possibly fully repay. I feel it’s a must I become a better man and pay my dues, I have to change my ways...It’s the least I can do
Anybody feel this way? Let me know if you need any advice or want to talk a out anything in life could be about a fucking bobby pin you used for a DIY nipple piercing you tried and botched doesnt matter what it is, I’m right here. I’m here for anyone, walk with me daddy let’s get it, let’s do this shit and keep it thorough im ready
It’s not about that though. At the end of the day, you may feel like the world is against you, and it essentially is, but that doesn’t give you the right to betray yourself with destructive thoughts and acts. I’m better than that, you’re better than that, humanity is better than that. Be stronger for yourself so that others looking up to you, maybe without you even knowing, can grow WITH you. The way I see it, learning is as essential as having fun and living life. We need to practice all of these. Eating better for an overall more lively, healthy day to day experience. Thinking better thoughts, positive thoughts, more rational behavior, more thought behind your choices, more empathy and love towards your fellow bro and sis on this earth
I think it’s time to start a movement. Maybe there wont be a name for it, but there should be an understanding of it’s necessity. Just a better effort is all we need. More heart. I used to have mad heart I wont even lie I was trying my best all the time and giving all I had, passionate vigor and drive but somewhere along the line I got beat down and lost it. I think it’s time to evoke that same fighting spirit I once had, and double that shit, triple even. One life to live, Im doing this for God, my fam, my people going through the struggle and keeping it thorough despite the odds and the pressure
When it comes down to it, there cones a time when you plant your feet firmly and you build and you don’t look back. I say we all believe in ourselves fully and start walking a better path together. Life is what we make it so I’m going to shoot for excellence desite the obstacles and hopefully things start opening up
I believe we all play a part, and we are more amazing than our minds can fathom. But there’s something sinister pulling us down into the depths. I like to be concise so I can’t say what it is, but there is something we’re fighting here and now. It’s like a chain reaction. One person starts a fight and then it’s a brawl out of control; but something global this enemy is opposite of our nature...It’s abominable, nothing like beautiful humans trying to live their lives and enjoy. I’m going to learn about my enemy and learn how to fight it precisely if I can, defeat it bc I feel it’s possible for is to
Forgive my rant. It’s not t he most coherent, I instantaneously changed my mind from that of a very troubled fool sorry as can be in the present moment, to a man who is thinking about conquering himself for his own betterment
I think I’d be ashamed if I died right now. I haven’t given enough to those who have supported me, protected me, given me life and hope and love I can’t possibly fully repay. I feel it’s a must I become a better man and pay my dues, I have to change my ways...It’s the least I can do
Anybody feel this way? Let me know if you need any advice or want to talk a out anything in life could be about a fucking bobby pin you used for a DIY nipple piercing you tried and botched doesnt matter what it is, I’m right here. I’m here for anyone, walk with me daddy let’s get it, let’s do this shit and keep it thorough im ready
