Look, I produced two mock reviews for Square Enix. I've been honest about that from the beginning (part of what led to this was from being open about it in the first place), I've learned from it, I've apologised for causing any sense of mistrust, and I've clearly suffered the consequences.
To those questioning why I'm discussing this now rather than two or three months ago, I spoke to Kotaku at the time, but that didn't seem to be taken into consideration by many. I've also explained my reasons for contacting Eurogamer here. If there wasn't a legitimate reason for the offending comments to be removed, they wouldn't have been removed.
But I'm here admitting to my mistakes, adding my point of view and taking part in the conversation. That's the best I can do right now.
Do you have any special allegiance to your friend Korina Abbott who worked at Square Enix at the time? Do you think there could even possibly be some kind of conflict of interest with your relationship with her? You have written in the past about you getting free games from her because of her position and you got your start writing about games from this, do you think there are any potential problems of PR people bringing in their friends into the industry to become game reviewers?
When she was at SE she worked in the marketing department which meant I never had to talk to her for work. I don't know why I'd ever need to speak to marketing for review/critic purposes.
There's no allegiance there. She's my friend of ten years. Her job doesn't define her and it's not our point of conversation or the basis of our friendship.
I was not "brought in" by her though and I'm insulted by the idea. I've been blogging about games since I was 13. It just so happened we both ended up in the industry but it was never intentional. She helped me out in the old days by signing me up to the press news letter and sending me 3 games for review. That doesn't mean I'm suddenly indebted to her.
Secondly, you say "EG shouldn't have ever felt threatened by me" do you not feel tweeting about your media law studies finally coming in handy speaks of your intent?
I've already spoken about regretting that stuff.
Thirdly you're happily sidestepping the original GMA issue by saying "lol I never entered" but your boyfriend did and you were clearly defending his actions. Are you still standing by his actions and saying there is nothing wrong with advertising a game for a free ps3 or are you admitting it was a shady thing to do?
I was playfully replying to a joke comment. I wouldn't say that's sidestepping.
At the time I was more defending the idea that the hashtag most likely wouldn't have made sense to anyone who didn't attend the event and therefore was a stretch at being considered an advert.
If I wasn't at that event then the tag GMADEFIANCE would not have struck me about being about a game but more about a feeling that was happening there or some kind of joke that was going on.
I've since changed my mind and - again - have regretted those tweets.
4. Irrespective of whether you made mistakes on a professional level, criticism should only be on that level. If you got any particularly nasty messages, which I believe you mentioned - consider taking them to the police. No-one should have to put up with that.
The above was why it took so long to get here and talk to you guys. My mobile number and address was leaked out on two very large sites who used it to harass me. As you can imagine it was a very sensitive time in my life. I think the outcry and following witch hunt was disgusting and undeserved.
Thanks for your comments though. I'm here to learn.
Hi Lauren, thanks for stopping by.
It did not. Rab explicitly stated that he believed you weren't, which is the opposite of what you are trying to make it out to be.
Do you genuinely believe what you said above? I have a hard time understanding how someone who writes (or wants to write) for a living could have such basic reading comprehension problems.
I'd like to reply to this with a quote from
an article.
Sorry it's a bit long but here's a pasted extract from it.
Removing trust damages a writer's public image to no end. Stating that you think someone is being 'paid off' to promote a product does exactly this, and once the seed of doubt is sown, there's no getting away from it Wainwright loves Tomb Raider, I wonder if she's biased in everything else she does?
I don't believe that Florence set out with the goal of attempting to cancerate another writer's career, but that's what he's done with his subtle accusations of corruption.
Florence employed the 'South Park' tactic to help his point while leaving himself wiggle room should he need to get out of it if anyone takes offence.
During an episode of South Park, Cartman becomes the school's morning announcer. Later in the episode he writes a book. In said book he writes about Stan's love interest Wendy. He says Wendy is a big fat whore who's fucked the entire South Park football team, That's a pretty bold a serious accusation to throw around, correct? He then ends that sentence with Or has she?
Wendy is a big fat whore who's fucked the entire South Park football team. Or has she?
Ending with Or has she? absolves Cartman of any responsibility. It's a question, not a statement. Should anyone get offended, he can play dumb and say It's a question. It doesn't matter that he's just called someone a whore and flung wild accusations around, it's a question, so it's okay.
What would happen if Cartman was hired by Eurogamer, a journalism site that reports factual news? People would read it and draw the conclusion that Wendy is a whore, because the brand of Eurogamer is a trustworthy one, so they can't be wrong
And instantly I am suspicious. I am suspicious of this journalists apparent love for Tomb Raider. I am asking myself whether shes in the pocket of the Tomb Raider PR team.
Wendy is a big fat whore who's fucked the entire South Park football team.
Im sure she isnt, but the doubt is there.
Or has she?
Can you see the similarities? Florence flings these wild accusations based on a single tweet where she confessed her love of all things Lara, a few images, and a Twitter header, and then insinuates she's biased, before carefully saying (and removing the blame from himself) Im sure she isnt, but the doubt is there.
If you're going to call another writer bent, call them bent. Don't publically ponder their bent-ness where it can be read by millions who will take your word as gospel. Then don't insult our intelligence by using the Or has she? get out of jail clause. In 99% of the world Or has she? may stop you from getting sued, but in the UK, if you're going to damage someone's career, Or has she? won't keep you safe.