I had to think this through quite a bit. Rik Mayall was my first choice, but despite the shock of losing such a legend of comedy, I can always go back and watch Blackadder, The Young Ones and Bottom and laugh my head off. He's still there in essence, and I am thankful for that. He will always be a joy to watch regardless of whether the bastard is dead or not.
So I had to think of what death really hit me hard. The only answer is (sorry non-UK GAF) Mark Speight. I can't watch anything he was ever in ever again.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mark_Speight
For anyone else who grew up with UK CBBC in the 90s, Mark was a regular fixture on kids TV. A brilliant cartoonist as well as a presenter, he was an entertainer who always made me laugh. He was genuinely a great guy too, President of the Muscular Dystrophy Campaign for eight years and the main spokesperson for the ChildLine charity.
in 2008 his wife, fellow children's TV broadcaster Natasha Collins, was found dead of a drug overdose, in a bathtub full of scalding water that gave her 60% burns to her body. He was cleared of any involvement. He then went missing.
so yeah that fucked me up for a while. they announced his death on children's TV and didn't hide anything - it was pretty shocking at the time. still sad. anyone else?
So I had to think of what death really hit me hard. The only answer is (sorry non-UK GAF) Mark Speight. I can't watch anything he was ever in ever again.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mark_Speight
For anyone else who grew up with UK CBBC in the 90s, Mark was a regular fixture on kids TV. A brilliant cartoonist as well as a presenter, he was an entertainer who always made me laugh. He was genuinely a great guy too, President of the Muscular Dystrophy Campaign for eight years and the main spokesperson for the ChildLine charity.
in 2008 his wife, fellow children's TV broadcaster Natasha Collins, was found dead of a drug overdose, in a bathtub full of scalding water that gave her 60% burns to her body. He was cleared of any involvement. He then went missing.
On 13 April, Speight's body was discovered hanging from the roof of MacMillan House, adjacent to London's Paddington Station, hidden from public view,[22] six days after he died.[1] The discovery was made by railway workers at 10:00 am,[23] and British Transport Police confirmed that the body was Speight's on 14 April 2008. An inquest into his death opened on 16 April 2008, and a post-mortem confirmed the cause of death as hanging. It was then adjourned until 20 May.[24] The police said Speight may have used a sixth floor fire exit to get to the area where he was found.[20]
He had first tried to hang himself with his belt, which was found snapped in his pocket, and had ended up hanging himself with his shoelaces; it was also disclosed that suicide notes had been found, one in his left pocket, and one addressed to his parents in his diary at his home. The notes described how he could not "contemplate life without [Collins]".
so yeah that fucked me up for a while. they announced his death on children's TV and didn't hide anything - it was pretty shocking at the time. still sad. anyone else?