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AV Club: 20 great TV episodes too painful to watch twice

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maxcriden

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Really interesting article. Massive spoilers abound, so take care.

A few comments from me below in bold.

1. Six Feet Under, “That’s My Dog” (2004)

Although it surveyed a wide swath of the human experience over the course of its five-year run, the structure of a Six Feet Under episode changed little from week to week: In each hour, we bounce between the members of the extended Fisher family as they love, live, and plan funerals. One of the rare digressions from this formula was “That’s My Dog,” a pivotal episode from the show’s searching fourth season. In the episode,
David (Michael C. Hall), the most nervous and straitlaced of the Fisher siblings, is carjacked by a hitchhiker (Michael Weston) who puts him through an escalating series of psychological horrors. As the plot progresses, it pushes other storylines aside to take over the episode, and it dawns on viewers that we are being hijacked, too. The audience is offered no relief as we watch the hitchhiker beat David, make him smoke crack, and force him to suck on the barrel of the gun, among other cruelties. The unrelenting approach gives us our own taste of David’s hopeless feeling, and even loyal Six Feet Under viewers probably hesitate to experience it again. [John Teti]

I remember when this episode came out it was pretty polarizing. The show came back from it to a very good episode ("Terror Starts at Home," IIRC--forgive my weirdness, but I used to know all of the SFU episode titles by heart, it was a good mnemonic device for falling asleep), but the impact of this episode at the time was shaking and unmistakable.

3. Breaking Bad, “Ozymandias” (2013)

Anyone who watched Breaking Bad knew that this was a story that wouldn’t end happily for Walter White (Bryan Cranston), and the teasers for the final season didn’t breed any new optimism, with Cranston reciting Percy Bysshe Shelley’s “Ozymandias” over images of the New Mexico desert. The episode that shared the poem’s name
lived up to all premonitions, bringing Walt’s empire to the ground with jaw-dropping finality. It’s the totality of the loss that breaks the viewer, all the worst things possible happening over one hour. Hank Schrader (Dean Norris), one of the show’s most noble characters, gets shot in the head and is buried in an unmarked grave. Jesse Pinkman (Aaron Paul), whose innocence had been beaten to a pulp for more than five years, learns the true reason why the love of his life Jane died and is forced into slave labor by white supremacists. And everything Walt sold his soul for, he loses: the love of his family, the bulk of his fortune, and even his own final sense of self-worth when he realizes—in a heartrending moment—that he’s stooped so low as to kidnap his own infant daughter. The series continued for two more episodes, but the Heisenberg myth is definitely smashed to rubble here.
Look upon Vince Gilligan’s works, ye mighty, and despair. [Les Chappell]

Brutal ep. What happens to some of the characters...really intense to watch.

10. My So-Called Life, “Life Of Brian” (1994)

While My So-Called Life’s main character is a teenage girl, the series’ 19 episodes featured a full ensemble of beautifully drawn characters, including Brian Krakow (Devon Gummersall), a painfully realistic portrait of an awkward nerd. And while there are plenty of adolescent (and adult) embarrassments to go around throughout the show’s single season, the show saves one of its most painful moments for “Life Of Brian,” the episode that turned over narration duty from Angela Chase (Claire Danes) to Krakow for a brief window into the lovesick nerd’s brain. Brian decides, late in the episode, to trade up for the school dance: Though he’s asked sweet-natured Delia Fisher (Senta Moses), he misinterprets a request from his longtime crush Angela as a sign that they could go to the dance together. In the show’s most excruciating moment, Brian blows Delia off, doing a terrible job of sparing her feelings. Brian’s selfishness is both appalling and chillingly identifiable, a precise rendering of a lonely kid getting in his own way. The sharp, insightful scene is almost impossible to watch without flinching. [Jesse Hassenger]

I remember this being an awkward episode to watch. They did a good job examining Brian's character, though IIRC I remember finding the character a bit grating in general. This is a show that really took a while to click for me, but once it did I really liked it. Only watched it a few years ago, though.

16. Friday Night Lights, “The Son” (2009)

“The Son” ranks among the best episodes of Friday Night Lights’ five-season run, but it’s arguably too effective. It’s such an effective hour because it epitomizes the show’s efforts to depict teenagers under the weight of physical and emotional strain that would cause stable adults to crumple. Matt Saracen (Zach Gilford) has to come to grips with
the death of his father Henry, who is killed during combat in Iraq. Matt can’t take solace in other people’s fond memories of Henry as a kind, funny, and brave man when his experience of his frequently absent father doesn’t align with the other mourners’ hagiographic memories. Initially, Matt is the picture of stoicism, but as the chasm grows between his recollection of Henry and the image others have of him, Matt becomes more agitated, then insists on seeing Henry’s body after a night of drinking. Though the sight of Henry’s body wrecks Matt, he manages to excavate a fond, funny memory of his father and turn it into a heartfelt eulogy for a man he never knew who made him feel abandoned and unwanted. It’s a heartrending farewell, and Gilford turns in an unbelievable performance. But for anyone who has struggled to come to grips with the death of someone they wanted to get to know but never had the chance,
“The Son” hits too close to home, making one viewing enough. Full hearts? Absolutely. Clear eyes? Not a chance. [Joshua Alston]

One of the most difficult eps for me on a FNL rewatch. We don't skip it, by any means, but does make me well up a bit. Incredible series and stellar episode.

18. House, “Wilson’s Heart” (2008)

It’s almost cruel for a series to offer an episode as painful as “Wilson’s Heart” as not only the second part of a two-parter but also the season finale. But that’s Dr. Gregory House for you. Rarely during his eight-season run did he ever have a problem playing with people’s emotions. The preceding episode, “House’s Head,” was about House being involved in a
bus accident but unable to remember (until just before the closing credits rolled) who’d been on the bus with him: Dr. Amber Volakis (Anne Dudek), girlfriend of Dr. James Wilson (Robert Sean Leonard), who’d gone to help a drunken House get home and followed him when he stormed onto the bus. During the course of “Wilson’s Heart,” it’s revealed that Amber’s use of medication to combat a flu bug had caused amantadine poisoning, which, combined with the injuries she incurred in the crash, had left her kidneys irreparably damaged. She wakes up just long enough to realize her fate, say her goodbyes, and leave Wilson—and the viewers—a sobbing mess. Just when you think it’s as bad as it can possibly get, the last moments of the episode show Wilson alone at home, finding the last note she ever wrote to him (“Sorry I’m not here, went to pick up House. ❤ A”) and
curling up in a ball to cry. [Will Harris]

The kind of episode that made me stick with House long after it sank in quality. There were episodes in this show that reached greatness, and this was chief amongst them.

Lots more interesting choices at the link, including episodes from The Office (US) and The Wire:

http://www.avclub.com/article/stream-once-and-destroy-20-great-tv-episodes-too-p-215742
 

Bacon

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Immediately thought of the FNL episode when I saw the thread. What a great series and an excellent episode.
 

Plinko

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Scott's Tots is painful, but not as painful as the Season 9 finale. I just skip it and go straight back to S01E01.

Oh man that Scott's Tots episode. I just rewatched seasons 1-7 and skipped straight to the finale after that, and the only episode I couldn't re-watch was Scott's Tots. Too much.
 
I'd say that The Americans episode that aired recently where they had to break the dead ladies bones to stuff her in a suitcase was one of the more gruesome things I've seen and it was rather hard to watch/listen.
 

TheSeks

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The House episode was too overwrought melodramatic for me. The "puzzle" of solving what happened was far more enticing than some of the
Amber character interactions
. Then again, I never liked that character so I couldn't really care that they
were suddenly gone
.
 

Jag

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Jesus. I watched the Sopranos one linked in the article. I had totally forgotten that. Something so upsettingly brutal in a show where brutality was the norm.
 

Akahige

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Great list. AV Club really knows their shit.

I would add that season three 24 episode where Jack has to
kill Chappelle,
 

Patryn

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Scott's Tots felt like a last gasp of the original vision of the Michael Scott character, and not the character he had become. It felt seriously out of place when it aired. I couldn't even sit through it, because it kind of makes him a monster.

If you love cringe humor, I can kind of see liking it, but all I saw was cringe beyond belief. Basically unwatchable.
 

Grizzo

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That Six Feet Under episode was brutal, most definitely. The Buffy one mentioned too :(

About FNL, I also teared up when
Matt Saracen decides he wants to see his father's body
:(
 

KingK

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Personally, I would have picked Final Grades over -30- for The Wire.
Final Grades is the S4 finale, right? Because i agree. That episode impacted me more than anything I've ever seen on film. I felt depressed about it for over a week.
 

anaron

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barf barf barf at a hole in the world ranking

SHE NEVER LEFT THE SHOW

Also where's "Consider Helen" you flops
 
The House episode was too overwrought melodramatic for me. The "puzzle" of solving what happened was far more enticing than some of the
Amber character interactions
. Then again, I never liked that character so I couldn't really care that they
were suddenly gone
.

The episode is meant to awaken you to the fact that everybody's perception of Amber is filtered through House's POV. It's a powerful moment.

Man, E.R. had some intense episodes so it must have been tough to pick just one. Watching Dr. Greene realize he's about to die of cancer is hard as hell, or the episode where Lucy and Dr. Carter get stabbed.

Surprised Scrubs didn't make the list. "My Lunch" or "My Screw Up" are tough to watch once, let alone multiple times.
 

Dalek

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I knew before I clicked what the number one episode was.

I hate that actor now in any role I see him an. Motherfucker.

Also-that House episode blew my mind.
 

anaron

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To be fair on the Angel episode,
Fred lives
again in comic book world.
which is why it's so dumb that people are devastated by this episode. beyond the fact that Amy Acker was still in the show full time (as a much better character no less) and the soul nonsense was going to be eventually BS regardless, the episode is so overwrought.

you know what episode is actually painful? "You're Welcone"
 

DeathyBoy

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which is why it's so dumb that people are devastated by this episode. beyond the fact that Amy Acker was still in the show full time (as a much better character no less) and the soul nonsense was going to be eventually BS regardless, the episode is so overwrought.

you know what episode is actually painful? "You're Welcone"

I gotta go with Not Fade Away.

Gunn bleeding out in the alley is heartbreaking to watch. He's about to die and be completely forgotten by the world. Angel and Spike's legacies will live on, EvilFred is a feared God, and Gunn's just a guy who tried to redeem himself and nobody will ever know.

He's going to fade away completely. And that's fucking brutal given how heroic he was in overcoming his own shit and trying to make a difference.
 

blakep267

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I have to say Southland when Nate got killed. The beginning of the ep opens with Sammy covered in blood in the hospital so it's obvious what's gonna happen but it was still shocking. The ep was almost over and everything was going fine. Both Sammy and Nate were fine. Then a random bottle hits their car and Nate loses it.

I don't even know what happened. At first o thought Nate got shot in the head but then I read online he got hit with a pipe. Sad moment
 
Hard to take a list seriously that doesn't have The Shield's Family Meeting pt. 1&2 in the top five, or even at all. Watching that episode was like a punch to the gut. When you realize what's about to happen you really start to feel physically ill. TV has never effected me as much as the last to episodes of The Shield.
 
No Shield finale? "Family meeting" line? Sad face.

Edit:lol beat.

And while sad, I can definitely still rewatch Jurassic Bark (and Luck of the Fryrish for that matter).
 

Palmer_v1

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There's 1 or 2 The Shield episodes I would include on a list like this.

Particularly, Family Meeting, the season 7 and series finale.

The fate of Shane's family, Ronnie getting screwed by Vic, etc. It's just so brutal. I've never rewatched that entire season because of it.
 
The Rains of Castamere doesn't bother me that much, but I can never watch The Mountain and the Viper again. Never. Nope.
 

anaron

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I gotta go with Not Fade Away.

Gunn bleeding out in the alley is heartbreaking to watch. He's about to die and be completely forgotten by the world. Angel and Spike's legacies will live on, EvilFred is a feared God, and Gunn's just a guy who tried to redeem himself and nobody will ever know.

He's going to fade away completely. And that's fucking brutal given how heroic he was in overcoming his own shit and trying to make a difference.

yeah that shit was pretty upsetting. :(
 
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