For the OP, I also had a pretty shitty childhood so gaming has always been an escape for me as well. I've put together quite the collection over the years as well and as a working parent, with a fiance, who holds down 2 jobs and does graphic design on the side at the age of 37, I may not have the time I used too for gaming either but you work hard and take the time to play hard (when you can) otherwise life becomes a real grind. Don't let go of gaming just yet, the priorities for your time may change but gaming is something you can always come back too with through a rejuvenated perspective.