Okay, my second time to enter this!
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Never let go - 2214 words
"Daddy wake up!" screamed a familiar voice,
what happened? A middle aged man thought to himself unsure of his surroundings,
where am I? His vision started to return, "Ohhhh..." he moaned as his body woke, "what happened?" he asked while attempting to move his body, which felt tight and restricted. As he moved his hand a bolt of pain traveled up his spine, he gasped and clenched his fist, forcing himself to swallow the pain.
What the hell? He moved his head up towards the passenger, "Alice… wha - ". Then he remembered. The car. The road. The cliff. "It hurts, please make it stop, please " she said crying, "…Darling, I love you, I love you, don't give up", "My chest hurts and It's getting hard to breath. I can't feel my legs Daddy, I can't feel them!" the man looked down towards his daughters legs, they were covered in blood from the crash.
Oh god what will I do? , Oh god oh god fuck fuck fuck fuck, "Baby please, don't look down" he said with half a cry, "Look at me baby, look at me. Are you hurt anywhere else?" he asked her, "no, I don't…. I don't think so. I'm stuck here daddy, I can't move I...,” she cried out in pain as she attempted to move her leg, "Everything is going to be fine baby, try not to move, help will be here soon".
They won't find us for hours, I need to get this seatbelt off and call for help. He looked around him, looking for his phone, the impact of the crash knocked everything out of place and a lot of things fell out the car as the roof and windshield were partly ripped open above them like a tin can.
Ice, I was warned about the ice, maybe I was going too fast, I don't know... I can't think about this now, I need to get Alice out of here. She's hurt bad, I need to get her out of here. Oh god she's the only thing I care about, please please please don't take her. He managed to open the glove department with his good left hand, everything fell out as he opened it, nothing.
Why would it be there anyway? Christ, what am I doing? Am I in shock? I need to breathe. As he sat hanging there, he closed his eyes. Maybe it was all a bad dream, maybe when he opened them again it will be over. But it wasn't, all he could see when he opened his eyes was the misty ocean and a steep rock edge, He looked over to his injured daughter,
I cannot let her down. His head was sore but it didn't matter,
I'm fine. Then he saw it. Jammed on the far side of the car in the door handle. He attempted to reach for it but he too was stuck, his seatbelt felt like it was wrapped around him six times.
I have no other choice. "Baby, I need you to do something for me".
"Just a little father sweetheart, your doing great, keep going" he said to her as she slowly moved her arm over to the phone, he could see her wound bleeding heavier now that she was moving.
My poor girl. She latched onto the phone, breathing heavily as she done so; he could see sweat pouring out of her.
I did this. "Okay baby, just push the phone out, easy, easy,” he instructed her, the phone wobbled, it jerked, it moved slightly but did not give. "Harder baby, just a little harder", the phone popped out of it's prison "NO!" shouted the father as it fell, stretching out his arm to catch the phone, he missed and it plopped above them on the roof of the car that still remained, only inches away from falling into the ocean. Alice started to cry again from the pain, her wound turning a deep dark violet red - Her father let out a sigh of relief as he saw the phone above them. He stroked her hair, "It’s going to be okay. I just need to reach for this phone and call for help. OK? I'm going to move now, let me know when your ready", tears streamed down her face, she turned her head slowly and looked him in the eye and gave a weak nod. As the man attempted to reach up for the phone the car shook from side to side, intensifying the girl’s injury, her crying made her father hesitate but he persisted.
We have no other choice; I have to get this phone. It brushed his fingertips, moving slightly from his touch,
goddamn it, he stretched further and still it escaped his grasp, edging ever closely to the water below. "Almost baby, I almost got it", one final lurch forward, one final scream of agony and the phone was his. The car swayed gently from side to side, an eerie silence fell on them as he clicked the wake up button on the phone, the screen was broken but it still responded to his touch. "Thank god" he said as he dialed 911. "Emergency services, how may I assist you?" a pleasant female voice echoed down the line, "Yes hello! Please send help, we have been in a car crash!".
"Yes it's keeping the car upright. No, I don't know how it happened, it just all went so fast… when will help be here?" he quizzed the operator - "my daughter, she is slipping in and out of consciousness... I don't know how long she can last, please I'm scared and I don't know what to do... send help quickly" he said without waiting for a reply. Alice was out for the past five minutes, blood running down the long steel rod that had struck her, somehow the car bent and twisted with the road barriers and forced it's way through the windshield, through the passenger and through Alice. She was pinned down, impaled by this barrier. It ironically was saving their lives too; it was the only thing keeping the car from falling into the river.
How will they remove it? My sweet girl, I did this, I didn't listen. I do wrong and other people pay the price. I'm so sorry. Forgive me. He lowered his head, ignoring the distant voice on the other end of the line, and he began to cry.
I cannot cry. I must not.
Alice must be strong and I have to be strong for her, I cannot show her how scared I am. "Alice?" he paused, wondering if she can hear him, "they will be here soon. You are strong. I know you can do this.” she sat silently... a soft breeze blowing in her long brown hair. He didn't know what to do.
I must talk to her; I must keep her going until they get here. "Baby, remember that time when we lost you? Do you remember? When we had everybody out searching for you and your mother was so worried. You were only five or six at the time and we only left you for five minutes... when we returned you had ran off. I searched for hours, knocking on neighbors doors getting everybody involved… you mother sent for help." Alice sat silently, her father unsure if any of this was going in, but he had to do something, he had to try. "I was so upset, I must have walked miles... shouting, looking running… eventually I turned around back to our car... only find you asleep in the back seat, holding a flower that you found. I never understood why you did that. But I didn't care, you were safe." he said as he reached out for her hand. In the distance the father could hear the sirens approaching.
I hope it's not too late. "…Daddy" she said coughing blood, "I didn't… I didn't get lost…It was an adventure… I... I ", she fell into another sleep.
She hasn't much time left.
"Ahhhhh!" screamed Alice as the saw was cutting it's way into the barrier, the fireman was working at a safe distance but there was nothing they could do to help the vibrations. "Not long now honey, it's almost over,” said the father, who at this stage was feeling lightheaded. Maybe it was the adrenaline or the need of his daughter, but he was injured and never even noticed it until now. His head was pounding. His vision becoming blurry... he put his hand up to the source of his pain - and returned with a fist full of hair and blood. A paramedic was saying something to him but he couldn't focus,
when did she get here? Grey and orange blobs moved to his right, tugging and pulling and securing the car. The only thing that mattered was Alice. She was still in agony.
Somebody please, make it stop, please. Help her. Help me. "Alice" he wanted to say but it came out a whisper, "Alice, I love you", this time his lips barely even moved.
I'm dying. Alice turned to him, in a brief moment of time they made eye contact and in that moment they said all that needed to be said. He closed his eyes and let the gentle swaying of the car take him.
No. Not like this. Not here, not now. I cannot let her down. I cannot let her mother down. Time had slowed down; there was no crash, no ice, no car, no pain, no injury, just Alice. "Baby" he said almost inaudibly, "baby… take my hand", he reached out with all of his remaining strength to her, as he wrapped his hand around hers, their fingers intertwined. He whispered "never let me go baby", with every jerk of the car towards safety he repeated: "never let go", her head bobbing with every advance, "never let go" another jerk. All the nerves in his body were screaming in agony. "never let go, never let go" as the world slowly darkened all around him. Soon only a lonely grey shadow of the car remained, "never... let… me… go" he whispered.
The rest was a blur. A rush of sirens, lights, people looking over him, peering into him. Every time he tried to focus on someones face it would change and morph into something else.
Where am I? Bright white lights zoomed over him, dancing in circles for what seemed a lifetime, "Count to five" he heard a deep voice echo down deep into his core, bouncing off the blackness, consuming his every thought.
I have to be strong. He felt a surge of pain, suddenly the blackness turned to a bright red, he felt a burning sensation throughout his body, every pour, every nerve, every molecule was screaming out in pain.
My Alice. They will be here soon. Please hurry. The next thing he heard was a voice, "I'm here daddy, I'm okay, wake up, Please wake up. I'm here for you".
My daughter. My Alice. Where am I? What am I doing? I must get up. I haven't moved in a long time… but I need to sleep, I am so tired. "I'm sorry miss Callaghan but you have to leave, Mr. Callaghan is going to be moved into the IRC unit and we must take safety precautions before we move him. You cannot be here while the tests are being conducted as it may interfere with the results. Don't worry, you can visit him in the morning, but for now, I must have to ask you to go", "Don't go" wheezed her father, his eyes still shut refusing to open… Trapped in his bed, his prison. He tried to move his arm but it felt like it weighed a ton. "Never let go", he cried, but he could not make a sound. As Alice went over to say goodbye he tried one last time, one last push. "Water", he sighed as he moved his fingers an inch, "Water..." he repeated as Alice bent over him to kiss him goodnight. His fingers moved two inches. As she turned to leave, she lingered at the door a small while, "Don't go baby, please, never let go". His hand moved. His arm moved. His fingers moved. "Daddy!?…” She ran out of the room to chase the doctor. "I need help! He's awake!"
His vision was blurry, his joints ached, he couldn't eat and he couldn't get up. But he was alive. Alice entered the room, the morning was bright and sunlight beamed into his hospital room. She left her crutches at the door and hopped over to him, "How are you feeling today daddy?" she asked. He looked her in the eyes and held her hand. "You never left me" he replied,
I needed to be strong for her and she needed to be strong for me. "I could have never done it without you" she smiled bitter sweetly. "Like you said..." she paused squeezing his hand, "I never let go, Daddy…" with tears in her eyes, "…I could never go. I love you". She hugged and kissed him. He smiled knowing all was well, and he let go.
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