So I go to a restaurant/cafe for lunch that I was at yesterday. I walk to the counter to order my sandwich and it's the same really cute girl who took my order yesterday. "Cool", I thought. "I'll beat off to her later tonight, lolz". Oh how right I was. (by the way I said that last part out loud)
her: "Hi! How are you?"
me: "good"
her: "So what will you have?"
[food ordering bullshit]
her: "Can I have your name?"
me: "Damon"
her: "Oh yeah that's right, I just remembered right as I asked you! haha"
me: "omglol"
her: "My name's Emily, by the way. Nice to meet you."
me: [mumbles] "yeah, nice to meet you" [bewildered that she seems this interested in talking to me]
her: "So what are you doing this weekend?"
me: "..umm.."
her: "..If you don't mind me asking"
me: "I'm probably going home for the weekend" [Fun Fact of the day: I'm not going home this weekend!]
her: "Oh, sounds like fun! Where are you from?"
[blah blah blah, she teaches piano, I used to play piano, blah blah, she's going to Milwaukee this weekend, Bob Loblaw]
me: "....yeah, the Milwauke art museum is a really impressive place"
her: "Cool!"
[slightly awkward pause in conversation]
her: "oh I have to take the next customer, sorry"
me: "oh woops [steps out of the way like a dumbass right as my food is placed on the counter]
And that was the end of the conversation. While I was eating she walked across the room to clean a table, smiled at me and waved. I smiled back. And towards the end she seemed to hang around the end of the couner closest to me for an unusually long time pretending to do stuff. I finished up my lunch, took my time clearing my table as I made a pitiful attempt to psych myself into saying something to her, and then left.
WHAT THE FUCK. First off, was I wrong as interpreting that as flat-out flirting on her part? Maybe I'm wrong. I dunno. God I hate myself, my stupid stupid self. I spend the entire week sulking over how lonely I am and how I wish I could meet people (girls, specifically), and out of nowhere I have what appears to be a blatant opportunity and I sabotage it with excuses and nervousness. oh well, time to start another rockin' friday night. :-|
her: "Hi! How are you?"
me: "good"
her: "So what will you have?"
[food ordering bullshit]
her: "Can I have your name?"
me: "Damon"
her: "Oh yeah that's right, I just remembered right as I asked you! haha"
me: "omglol"
her: "My name's Emily, by the way. Nice to meet you."
me: [mumbles] "yeah, nice to meet you" [bewildered that she seems this interested in talking to me]
her: "So what are you doing this weekend?"
me: "..umm.."
her: "..If you don't mind me asking"
me: "I'm probably going home for the weekend" [Fun Fact of the day: I'm not going home this weekend!]
her: "Oh, sounds like fun! Where are you from?"
[blah blah blah, she teaches piano, I used to play piano, blah blah, she's going to Milwaukee this weekend, Bob Loblaw]
me: "....yeah, the Milwauke art museum is a really impressive place"
her: "Cool!"
[slightly awkward pause in conversation]
her: "oh I have to take the next customer, sorry"
me: "oh woops [steps out of the way like a dumbass right as my food is placed on the counter]
And that was the end of the conversation. While I was eating she walked across the room to clean a table, smiled at me and waved. I smiled back. And towards the end she seemed to hang around the end of the couner closest to me for an unusually long time pretending to do stuff. I finished up my lunch, took my time clearing my table as I made a pitiful attempt to psych myself into saying something to her, and then left.
WHAT THE FUCK. First off, was I wrong as interpreting that as flat-out flirting on her part? Maybe I'm wrong. I dunno. God I hate myself, my stupid stupid self. I spend the entire week sulking over how lonely I am and how I wish I could meet people (girls, specifically), and out of nowhere I have what appears to be a blatant opportunity and I sabotage it with excuses and nervousness. oh well, time to start another rockin' friday night. :-|