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Near has passed away (BSNES author)

jshackles

Gentlemen, we can rebuild it. We have the capability to make the world's first enhanced store. Steam will be that store. Better than it was before.
Tragic is the only word to describe this. RIP
 

SoraNoKuni

Member
Rip, I honestly hate communities like KF and certain cancel culture communities, a lot of times it ends like this, people collectively hate each other and innocent people are dying for no f*cking reason, hive mind cancer.

Really sad news...
 

Bitmap Frogs

Mr. Community
This is extremely sad because it's the kind of tragedy that could've been averted.

McCheese McCheese you have my condolences - it certainly isn't an easy time for you now and while it might bee too late for Near, you do take care alright?

As for kiwifarms, well what I can say. It doesn't make me feel good that people who contribute nothing to humanity get to bully people who do.
 
So here's the thing, I don't know who this is, and don't want to be seen as a defender of KF, but I've been paying attention to that site off and on and they usually don't mess with people unless something was done to cause them to go after a person. When you see the people they target that end up being pedo's, or scammers, or DSP, Jew Wario, and Spoony etc and their problems.

I'm not saying whether this guy did anything wrong, but I think people are jumping a gun a bit too early on KF. It may be a rare case of them being assholes for no reason without something triggering it, but I think it's far too early to tell. I don't post there but I have been in the know about the back and forths in and outside that community and I just think we should wait before we side with either side.
 

Bitmap Frogs

Mr. Community
So here's the thing, I don't know who this is, and don't want to be seen as a defender of KF, but I've been paying attention to that site off and on and they usually don't mess with people unless something was done to cause them to go after a person. When you see the people they target that end up being pedo's, or scammers, or DSP, Jew Wario, and Spoony etc and their problems.

I'm not saying whether this guy did anything wrong, but I think people are jumping a gun a bit too early on KF. It may be a rare case of them being assholes for no reason without something triggering it, but I think it's far too early to tell. I don't post there but I have been in the know about the back and forths in and outside that community and I just think we should wait before we side with either side.
:rolleyes:
 

Moonjt9

Member
Never heard of kiwi farms or whatever.
All I know is the person responsible for BSnes is also responsible for a lot of my happiness because I played all my Roms on that emulator and had so much fun rediscovering classic games. This is sad news. At least they left behind one hell of a legacy. Hopefully they are at peace now.
 

Narasumas

Member
Really sad news. It should never come down to this, and so long as no one is affecting you personally, everyone should be able to live their lives independently and free from Amy kind of bull**** like this. Really upsetting on the part of Kiwi if that is indeed the case. Any life lost is tragic, especially one that maybe could have been prevented, or if someone was trying to find a way out like in this case. As common as it seems to be these days, it still shocks me how cruel and carefree people can be about others. I hope byuu/Near has found peace somehow and I wish them everlasting peace. Very sad. My condolences to all who knew him.
 

jigglet

Banned
So here's the thing, I don't know who this is, and don't want to be seen as a defender of KF, but I've been paying attention to that site off and on and they usually don't mess with people unless something was done to cause them to go after a person. When you see the people they target that end up being pedo's, or scammers, or DSP, Jew Wario, and Spoony etc and their problems.

I'm not saying whether this guy did anything wrong, but I think people are jumping a gun a bit too early on KF. It may be a rare case of them being assholes for no reason without something triggering it, but I think it's far too early to tell. I don't post there but I have been in the know about the back and forths in and outside that community and I just think we should wait before we side with either side.

Was this guy banned cause of this post?
 

Topher

Gold Member
So here's the thing, I don't know who this is, and don't want to be seen as a defender of KF, but I've been paying attention to that site off and on and they usually don't mess with people unless something was done to cause them to go after a person. When you see the people they target that end up being pedo's, or scammers, or DSP, Jew Wario, and Spoony etc and their problems.

I'm not saying whether this guy did anything wrong, but I think people are jumping a gun a bit too early on KF. It may be a rare case of them being assholes for no reason without something triggering it, but I think it's far too early to tell. I don't post there but I have been in the know about the back and forths in and outside that community and I just think we should wait before we side with either side.

I never heard of the site until today and then googled it. The only word that comes to mind to accurately describe that place is VILE.
 
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Topher

Gold Member
I skimmed some of it and quit.

Sounds like the Kiwi Farms owner was itching to take him up on his money offer, but wasnt sure about legality of it. And even brought up how he would claim it for income tax. And was itching to demand seeing Near's resume for personal info.

What a jackass. Should had just locked or deleted the thread. And dont take any money or info from him. Let Near be happy.

Considering what happened, the KF farm guy might be sued. You never know. If courts want to take up constant harassment and his itching to want a pay off and posted a complete email trail online, I think he can be sued.

He showed absolutely no remorse in what happened to Near either. I think he posted his conversations with Near as some kind of boast. Sickening.
 
Never was a big emulation person, but damn, I feel so bad for Near. Rest in peace man.

I was on edge with Null (KF's owner) when he refused to pull the Christchurch stream archive (the way he responded mainly), but this just blows it way over the edge. Jesus Christ man, you're a fucking sociopath.
 

JSoup

Banned

I've been reading something to this effect for the last few hours, but it all keeps getting deleted. Apparently someone called the Japanese police to report it. They have a unit set up specifically to respond to the results of suicide, with a clean up team employed by the state.
 

theclaw135

Banned
RIP. A class of their own. The dedication to hardware intricacies put most other emulators to shame.

I can only hope other consoles receive similar efforts one day.
 
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Deleted member 17706

Unconfirmed Member
Would be sad if true, but forgive me if I don't take some anonymous Google doc at face value.

Like, really? You have the time write up that dramatic shit, but not get in touch with someone in position to try and save your friend or at least go check on him?
 
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haxan7

Volunteered as Tribute
We should attack the concept of suicide, not the person who did it or the reasons they gave for doing it.
 

Outlier

Member
May their friends and family find solace, in all of this.

Something we could all learn to take to heart from this is that we should never let unfounded negativity (from others) get to us. If they do not enrich our lives and seek to tear us down, then we should dismiss and disregard their malicious words and opinions.

Keep those who help you be your best close.

EDIT: If Near is indeed safe, I will still keep my message a is.

I hope it can help those who struggle. Stay positive, everyone.
 
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Knightime_X

Member
Whoever pushed Near to do this is a true piece of shit.
I really hope there's a demon just waiting to forever rip their anus out from their throats and shove it down their friend's mouth shattering every bone repeatedly and forever.
 

perkelson

Member
Whoever pushed Near to do this is a true piece of shit.

No one pushed him to do anything. Kiwifarms is shit but calling it on kiwifarms is just wrong, most of his social beef was with 4chan if anything. He was unstable for years and very confrontional even before he became furry. There is a reason why multiple people who worked with him badmouthed him and he effectively quit emulation scene being heavily depressed he wasted his life on it while not doing something important in his life.

The last thing he should have done witb his mental diseases was to stay on internet.

Moreover the kiwi thread about him was like 13 pages at the time which mostly covered his spat in emulation community + his tweets giving advice to minors on how to get hormones and advicing them on srs. Nothing major.

Daily reminder trans have 40% suecide rate regardless if they transition and attempted suicide is much higher than that.

Those people shouldn't be near any kind of social media.

RIP to him if true. It is a shame that we live in society where instead of helping such people we just push them into self harm by encouraging their delusions.
 
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Andrea23

Member
Hope that is true

With the assumption that we all hope that Near has decided to retire forever from the web and live in peace, unfortunately the timestamp of that post dates back to over 11 months ago ...
 
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Bitmap Frogs

Mr. Community
The last thing he should have done witb his mental diseases was to stay on internet.

It's a vicious circle: some people take refuge on the internet because of personal problems and end up trapped there.

We all could do with less internet, and people with issues even more so.
 

Clear

CliffyB's Cock Holster
It's a vicious circle: some people take refuge on the internet because of personal problems and end up trapped there.

We all could do with less internet, and people with issues even more so.

Indeed.


Not really commented on this because it makes me too fucking angry for words, and truthfully I neither need nor want that rage in my life.

All I can say is two things; If you've ever been bullied, no matter how much you grow and become stronger and more capable of defending yourself, the feeling never really goes away. This needs to be factored in to how you deal on the internet, and you cannot ever allow yourself to become too dependant on it for social and emotional support because there are legions of shitbags of all stripes out there.

Cultivate resilience, because its the only antidote when weak, stupid, vicious people will always be able to justify a reason for their misbehaviour. It might be "for the lulz", it might be "to be on the right side of history", it doesn't really matter why they do it. And with no consistent "why" there can't be a proper solution legislated/implemented without a draconian curtailing of freedom of speech.
 
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Hunnybun

Member
Similar here, I messaged him a bit this morning (my time) when I saw he was having an episode on twitter, said my usual, told him covid is making everybody misrable, to take a break, think about other hobbies. went out and enjoyed my day with the kids, didn't even read his last reply. Then came home this evening to find out he's died. Fuck, like fuck. To think I had chance to say something different, or to do something. I'm just an online friend, but that's all he has, and we all just figured it would blow over again. I'm taking a break from the internet. Wanted this thread to be about his work and not the politics/drama and I can't even do that. 'Laters

I'm so sorry to read this x
 

00_Zer0

Member
I was just enjoying a bit of emulation this weekend. I finally got around to configuring the BSNES main branch on RetroArch as well as the BSNES HD fork for the new widescreen Mario World hack. What a time to be alive! We have this man to thank for such a possibility.

It's such a shame Near took his own life. Mental health is no joke, and the internet is a wonderful thing, but if you don't have your mental health under control the internet can quickly turn to madness. I went through divorce back in 2019, then covid happened in 2020. I swore off social media, and most of the internet, and alot of the negativity that goes with it. It wasn't till this year till I felt mentally able to handle it again. RIP Near.
 

-pepodmc

Neo Member
Its a tragedy.
If you think about it, it was easily evitable. One solution would have been if Kiwi farms were not total jerks.

And the other, and the easiest one, would have been going to another page (like this one for example) to post all his emulation work related, here kiwi farms would be banned and problem solved.
If you are in a toxic enviroment, try to find another one that isnt.

But its too late now i know. A REALLY BIG loss for the community.
 
I don't know who any of these people are, but I googled kiwi farms and found the thread linked above (removed link. not sure if appropriate). Apparently, "Near" wanted desperately for a thread on the forum to be removed. He offered to pay a lot of money. I don't know what the thread was about, but he affected his guy horribly. This other guy, "Null", who I guess is a site admin, considered taking the money but ultimately said no. Null is also the guy posting all this.

The replies to Near's statement that he was committing suicide is beyond pathetic.
i dont know much about this Near person

but I stumbled upon a few kiwi threads in the past and they seem kinda mean hearted

do people actually behave like them IRL? if so thats kinda scary

and I'm saying this as someone who refers to the majority of RegretEra users as sensitive snowflakes
 
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Funny how people are all on board with highlighting how bad the kiwi farms are but when someone involved with Night in the Woods killed himself because of ResetERA and SJWs on twitter, when a Christian game creator who created FNAF had his pregnant wife threatened with death because of leftist redditors, people just said "that was bad oh well" and moved on.
 
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Funny how people are all on board with highlighting how bad the kiwi farms are but when someone involved with Night in the Woods killed himself because of ResetERA and SJWs on twitter, when a Christian game creator who created FNAF had his pregnant wife threatened with death because of leftist redditors, people just said "that was bad oh well" and moved on.
SJWs don't have any self reflection or feelings

its all about morality points and grand standing

Look at me, I'm better than you and you should pretty much die or be canceled if you think differently than me

theres no room for redemption, forgiveness or understanding.

Both parties are equally bad

the positive is that the migration made them leave and this site is more tolerable now for the most part
 
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nush

Member
This is what I've come to learn. I used to think the far right was inherently worse than the far left. I've now realised either ends of the extremes are two sides of the same stupid.

You are now on the path of enlightenment. Nobody likes extremists, even those on the same "team".
 
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