Last night I dreamt:
My best friend, who has a drinking problem (black outs/fights) along with other issues, finds himself in a parking lot... Surrounded by cops, guns drawn.
I am there in the parking lot as well, having just arrived and behind a police perimeter...
He's drunk as f*ck and a really depressed. Suicidal even (he has a history).
The cops are barking orders at him, with him being real standoff-ish.
Cops begin to close in on him, with me and others (my wife & strangers?) yelling for them not to hurt him...
He whips out a gun, puts it in his mouth and blows a hole into the back of his head. The hole is the size of a quarter and blood starts pouring out. He collapses.
I run over and grab him and cradle him... blood everywhere. I tell him that it's okay, that it's all okay. I tell him to relax and not to fight, knowing it's over.
As I look down at his face and tell him that's it's okay and that he's moving on, he musters up a smile and it's over.
I wake up right then... Really bothered. It was like 3:45am.
I've had a handful of really sh*tty dreams in my life. Some dating back to my childhood, which I never forget. Some even being re-occuring. But this is fresh and it's still on my mind. These are the dreams that make me wonder if there is more to them than just being a form of stress relief for your mind and body.
Anyone want to share a bad dream?
My best friend, who has a drinking problem (black outs/fights) along with other issues, finds himself in a parking lot... Surrounded by cops, guns drawn.
I am there in the parking lot as well, having just arrived and behind a police perimeter...
He's drunk as f*ck and a really depressed. Suicidal even (he has a history).
The cops are barking orders at him, with him being real standoff-ish.
Cops begin to close in on him, with me and others (my wife & strangers?) yelling for them not to hurt him...
He whips out a gun, puts it in his mouth and blows a hole into the back of his head. The hole is the size of a quarter and blood starts pouring out. He collapses.
I run over and grab him and cradle him... blood everywhere. I tell him that it's okay, that it's all okay. I tell him to relax and not to fight, knowing it's over.
As I look down at his face and tell him that's it's okay and that he's moving on, he musters up a smile and it's over.
I wake up right then... Really bothered. It was like 3:45am.
I've had a handful of really sh*tty dreams in my life. Some dating back to my childhood, which I never forget. Some even being re-occuring. But this is fresh and it's still on my mind. These are the dreams that make me wonder if there is more to them than just being a form of stress relief for your mind and body.
Anyone want to share a bad dream?