i have thoughts which involve murdering or severely maiming men who are able to get (attractive) women to want to be with them for casual physical intimacy (sex, making out, heavy petting, etc.). certain things can trigger these thoughts such as reading a guy's claims about how good he is with women, or observing in real life a guy trying to pick up a woman, or seeing a guy with a woman or interacting with a woman in a non-business related manner. etc., etc., etc...
this has been going on for about a year and a half.
can anyone relate?
how did you get over it?
i don't like feeling this way. i'm wondering if it's possible to get over it *without* professional counseling.