I'm right there with you.
I've been smoking for 20 years now and I've got kids I should be thinking about instead of myself. Not only is it expensive and so taking away a good chunk of change every month, but it's almost literally a form of slow suicide. Why the hell should I do that to myself and my family? Not to mention how just plain disgusting it is...
Anyway this is easy to say after I literally just got done smoking, but today is the day I'm going to start actually trying to quit. I don't really know if I can just go cold turkey but I can at the very least cut down on the pack I smoke per day. Hopefully I can at least cut it in half in a short period and take it from there.
Well I had actually quit December 11,2011. My kids pushed me enough to stop being selfish. My hubby and I had decided to quit. At least thats what he thought. I was not ready and would smoke behnd his back. I went to visit my brother and parents by myself for a week. I smoked til I couldn't speak but I made a promise to myself to stop. On my way back home before boarding the plane I gave my dad the rest of the pack that was left and said throw them away I'm done.
It's all about will power. You are not gonna stop until YOU decide it's enough.