I greatly appreciate the offers for help. If anyone's certain enough of their abilities to not steer me in the wrong direction, and is okay with Skype, I'd be happy for any speaking practice and try and return the favor somehow.
> Do you know if ZSNES is still actually in development? Grinvader's been talking about 2.0 for like 8 years now and he insists it's still being worked on every time someone asks (the last time of which was about a month ago)
It isn't, ZSNES is no more. It has ceased to be. It's expired and gone to meet its maker.
The only people who truly understood that codebase were zsKnight and _Demo_. Both have moved on. The work done since by the new maintainers has only made the program worse (see how SA-1 games are really broken in v1.51), or applied to things few would care about (Nach's path handling, porting the GUI portion to C.) I am not saying those changes are useless, I'm just saying that they have nothing to do with emulation. Only Jonas Quinn has done anything, and it's just been a few small patches. I stopped trying to help after they rejected my simple "don't write to VRAM during active display" patch.
There's a slim chance they might release a new emulator and call it "ZSNES 2.0", but that's no different than if I renamed higan to ZSNES 2.0, is it?
I have no idea why they feel it's appropriate to lead people on and pretend the project is alive after eight years of inactivity. I'm starting to feel that Snes9X is done now too, we're up to 3.5 years with no release there. That's kind of the point of my post, I didn't want people left hanging like that.
> is Tengai Makyou Zero also on the chopping block?
I hope not. I promised to finish that one, and I'd hate to break that. But I have to sort this stuff out first. At the very least, I will need to port my SNES debugger to my new UI. It may only run on Linux, but that's all I need to do the translation from my end.
> Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain?
Lesson two of that book was "draw Picasso's Stravinsky ... upside down."
This was my result with that book:
http://i.imgur.com/QRejfoN.png
I uh, won't quit my day job. The book said, "didn't you draw a lot better upside down?" Uh, no. No I did not.
This is how I draw right-side up.
> 15 years of unsuccessfully learning Japanese wow, poor guy
Yeah, it's been a horrible roller coaster (JP: jet coaster.)
My pattern has always been to study as much as I could, burn out in a few months, take a few months off, back to study. While I don't necessarily forget everything I've learned, I forget a lot of it.
I have to find a way to break that cycle and stick to this. I think having a teacher to set goals and push me each week will help.
> Would you be able to surround yourself in the language?
The closest I can do is watch TV Japan (and it's all crap, good god) and read comics. I do translate comics on my own, but when I get stuck, I'm stuck pretty hard. I then have to pay someone to answer my questions and explain the parts I don't get.
Dictionaries do not work on this language, the language is almost entirely isolated from English.
You could look up how to say "play soccer", but if you picked 遊ぶ (play), you would be dead wrong. The Japanese don't play sports, they する (do) sports. So you "do soccer." Want to turn on a light? Sorry, you 付ける (attach) the light. So turning it off would be detach, right? Nope, to turn off a light, you 変える (erase) it. Want to say you don't know something? Just respond 知らない (don't know), right? Well, that would be incredibly rude and akin to saying, "I don't give a shit" in English. You want 分かりません (don't understand) to say you don't know something. Want to say you'll come again later? Be sure to say また (again) 出直す (come again). You don't come again in Japan, you come again again. Want to ask if you can smoke? Use 吸う. Want to ask if you can slurp your soup? Use 吸う. Want to ask what people don't like about something? Say Xのどこがあった (X's where? didn't exist.)
I learned an important lesson recently: if you don't know how to say something in Japanese yet,
then you don't know how to say it. If you try and say it anyway, by using your best dictionaries+online resources, you will be wrong. Worst case, you can gravely offend someone unintentionally, and not even realize it. Especially online, where they can't see your skin color to know that you just don't know any better.
> I can relate to feeling like shit physically all the time and not having doctors take you seriously because it doesn't show up on blood tests. That alone can kill any motivation you have when you literally know you aren't well but have no way to fix it.
Yeah, I think I could be studying 2-4x as much if I weren't racked with chest pain after two hours of reading. I often have to go lie down (doesn't help much) after that until it passes.
I really hate doctors in this country. They think everyone is a hypochondriac out to get oxycodone from them (note: I don't want pain killers, I want the pain fixed.)