But you see where the problem lies right? You have serious issues. Pixels on a screen or dots on paper hurt nobody. The pain is all your creation and by your own admission you have issues separating reality from fantasy. 'I feel their pain'. As I said, blobs of color feel no pain so you can't possibly feel it, but you take them and create a living fantasy out of it. Doesn't sound too healthy.
I think it's natural to empathize with fictional characters. Since we're in a topic about Final Fantasy VII... lots of people were sad when Aeris died. Fun fiction helps you... "suspend disbelief".. as a lot of people say. Even if you know they're not real, it's normal and healthy to feel empathy for them.
And it seems like a lot of anime fans... and... um... um.. lolicons. Like to talk about the difference between "2D" and "3D". But to me it sounds a little bit silly. I mean, Hatsune Miku is a 3D character in a lot of things. 2D isn't a very good way to describe anime to begin with...
And it is fiction, so nobody is getting hurt. Except for the people who see things and are hurt by it like me... but even though a real person isn't exploited, there are intentions there. And they're worrisome.
Most lolicons seem to say this. "It's just 2D", or "no real children are being exploited" or "it's not pedophilia since they're just 2D". And compare them to violent video games. And that violence in video games isn't the same as violence in real life. And that people can tell the difference between fiction and real life. And that's true, and I don't think that violent video games or porn should be banned.
But.. I feel like those desires come from somewhere, so it isn't enough of an argument feel like. People are feeling sadist and cruel things. I don't think that's healthy. It's good if they don't use them to hurt real people if they can. But I feel like many people have demons inside, even if they don't overtly act on them towards other people. Not like... literal demons. But dark desires. It worries me that someone would feel that way.
Cruel sexual feelings towards others like that aren't healthy. And if you can have sexual feelings for fictional characters, there's no reason you can't empathize with them.