I Fucjd up my life. My life is Beyond repair evertinh i worrked so hard to get is sleeping away. I made everynone drift away from me be cause im a pie e of shit. I had the best chilehooh i Could ask for but i fucked it all up as an adult. I
If this is how you really feel then you need to talk to a professional about it. Not GAF. A professional can help with finding a path out of what's bothering you and you will come away the better for it.