Omar Ismail said:
Of course the true problem is your exposure to religion is by people that are dogmatic and follow blindly. There are many many out there that are smarter and more logical and have deep faith and committed beliefs.
That's not true. I've known a lot of religious people in my life. The vast, vast majority, in fact - and some of them were even very smart.
I don't think my problem is lack of exposure.
I think it would be a lot more constructive if non-believers really dug down and REALLY truly honestly examined why they're forsaking religion. Because it's not logic. And if it is then you're a fool.
Sure. Honest introspection powers
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The reason that I first abandoned religion was pretty simple - I had never believed. It wasn't logical - it was that I didn't quite realize I was supposed to believe, and I didn't realize everyone else really, truly believed. I thought that the stories that I read in my copy
My Very First Golden Bible were unbelievable. I don't recall that period in my life before I was aware that things like talking snakes and consistently accurate prophecies don't happen in reality, but by the time I was in elementary school, it seemed unbelievable. I also didn't understand some aspects of Christian dogma (How is it that God has always existed? And how can God have always existed, but Mary is the Mother of God? And how did Jesus die if he was God? How is it possible to be "fully" two things? And if he just rose again, what was the point of his sacrifice? Why couldn't we just say, "Sorry about eating from the tree," and God say, "Okay, apology accepted" or something?)
So, when I went through a difficult period when I was in my early teens, I realized this about myself - that I didn't really believe. I decided I was agnostic. It wasn't a logical decision by any means.
Of course, at the time, I called myself an agnostic.
But as I've learned more about the superfluousness of God for explaining the natural universe, and the more I've learned about the history of Christianity, I've felt more comfortable calling myself an atheist. If there is a god, I believe that it is a god that does not meaningfully interact with the universe (or leaves no evidence that he does) and has left no evidence of his supposed involvement in making it.