Yeah so I walked out of Calculus recitation (where we have to work in groups to solve problems that are 1000x more abstract / ambiguous than anything else we've done) because I was so confused and frustrated. Everyone is faster than me, and because of the time constraints I feel like I'd be holding everyone back by constantly asking questions, as well as a little embarrassed.* So I just sit there, looking at the problems and quietly trying to understand them, asking a question or contributing here or there, while everyone else In the group speeds me by.
I feel like in order to do the problems given I need to sit down, alone, and think about the questions for a long while and do some trial and error. I can't just blaze through them in an hour, and I hate the pressure of having to contribute to a group in that situation. I could just ask everyone for the answers just to get the points (the smart thing to do) but then I'd still feel confused and kind of awkward, plus recitation worksheets are only worth 50 points out of 750 total anyway.
I went to a tutor later on and got help, but I still don't know what to do about Calculus recitation. I fucking hate it. Anyone have any advice? NOTE: I'm fine with the material in the book and the homework, it's just these worksheets in recitation that get me.
*Because I have a disability, I grew reluctant to asking people for help, especially in school, because when you ask too often they began to assume that you're mentally handicapped (which, sure enough, the calc teacher seemingly thinks I am) . As an adult I've tried to care less because that's a petty reason to let yourself get a bad grade, but I still fall back into this pattern.
I feel like in order to do the problems given I need to sit down, alone, and think about the questions for a long while and do some trial and error. I can't just blaze through them in an hour, and I hate the pressure of having to contribute to a group in that situation. I could just ask everyone for the answers just to get the points (the smart thing to do) but then I'd still feel confused and kind of awkward, plus recitation worksheets are only worth 50 points out of 750 total anyway.
I went to a tutor later on and got help, but I still don't know what to do about Calculus recitation. I fucking hate it. Anyone have any advice? NOTE: I'm fine with the material in the book and the homework, it's just these worksheets in recitation that get me.
*Because I have a disability, I grew reluctant to asking people for help, especially in school, because when you ask too often they began to assume that you're mentally handicapped (which, sure enough, the calc teacher seemingly thinks I am) . As an adult I've tried to care less because that's a petty reason to let yourself get a bad grade, but I still fall back into this pattern.