Watch Da Birdie
I buy cakes for myself on my birthday it's not weird lots of people do it I bet
It happened to me two years ago. I was feeling extremely depressed and lonely due to various personal issues (recovering from a suicide attempt, graduating college soon without a plan and having to move back home), got really drunk, and gave this dude I knew a BJ.
I consider myself to be straight, you know I'm not above admitting other men are handsome and sometimes I like to tease just for fun, but I'm physically and sexually attracted to women though. However, I won't lie, giving the BJ was a fun and empowering experience that made me feel powerful and in control of a "relationship", not to mention for once someone desired me. The next day I felt pretty upset, since I was a bit miffed when I looked things over and sort of felt like the dude basically took advantage of me (he was sober, and FaceBook messaged me despite us not being friends and basically invited himself over, I wouldn't say it wasn't consensual, but it was sort of shady on his end), but during the actual act it felt great. I had a lot of fun just pretending I was in a porno and joking around with stupid lines I made up.
I've yet to ever do something like this again, and if I ever get a girlfriend it's certainly something I probably won't reveal right away (although I doubt it'd be that much of a deal-breaker, I mean I bet a lot of girls might find that sort of sexy), but I'm not gonna lie, I've often sort of fantasized about it in a very taboo way.
So yeah, I used to think BJs were sort of this unfair thing guys get their girlfriends into doing for their own pleasure, but now I can see why someone would willingly do it. It was pretty fun.
I consider myself to be straight, you know I'm not above admitting other men are handsome and sometimes I like to tease just for fun, but I'm physically and sexually attracted to women though. However, I won't lie, giving the BJ was a fun and empowering experience that made me feel powerful and in control of a "relationship", not to mention for once someone desired me. The next day I felt pretty upset, since I was a bit miffed when I looked things over and sort of felt like the dude basically took advantage of me (he was sober, and FaceBook messaged me despite us not being friends and basically invited himself over, I wouldn't say it wasn't consensual, but it was sort of shady on his end), but during the actual act it felt great. I had a lot of fun just pretending I was in a porno and joking around with stupid lines I made up.
I've yet to ever do something like this again, and if I ever get a girlfriend it's certainly something I probably won't reveal right away (although I doubt it'd be that much of a deal-breaker, I mean I bet a lot of girls might find that sort of sexy), but I'm not gonna lie, I've often sort of fantasized about it in a very taboo way.
So yeah, I used to think BJs were sort of this unfair thing guys get their girlfriends into doing for their own pleasure, but now I can see why someone would willingly do it. It was pretty fun.
