Awful garbage.
My life continues to fall apart and my health worsens.
My new therapist and psych are useless, and it's forced me to look elsewhere for better care. Losing the best therapist I've had in my life and probably my best psych, fucking sucks.
My dad continues to threaten me with eviction and violence, because he is disgraced at having a liberal for a son, and even though he says he accepts my bisexuality he probably doesn't and it is probably killing him inside since he believes that being gay/bi/trans is a mental disease and or fad. Yes, he is a borderline neonazi, actually fuck that he just is, since he looks at Trump even after people can no longer say "give the nazi a chance" without they themselves either being okay with everything he stands for or apathetic. I've already caught him partially denying the holocaust which is mindblowingly terrible given the sheer fact of what my Grandfather had to endure during World War 2, trying, imprisoning, and killing literal nazis and helping Holocaust victims.
My mother has been fighting against him, mostly because she doesn't even recognize him anymore and probably loves me more than him at least on some level.
So yeah fucked up family stuff, oh and pretty much having no money for anything, including food.
My book hasn't sold well at all, which doesn't surprise me. I've been so depressed I've barely worked on my next one.. which I hope to have out later this year... but that might not happen.
Nuclear war and a possible world war on the horizon, The interesting thing is if one cancels the other out or we get both.
So yeah things are pretty shit.
Honestly, I'd probably be happy if the world ended.