i live in the united states. I consider myself a liberal. but for the past few years, something in my head has gotten cold. it's directed solely at myself - and the thought is "If you produce nothing, why should you expect society to care one iota for you? If you can't get it together enough to contribute eight hours, don't you deserve to fade away?"
it's like - we have this society. no one asked to be born. and we have choices. we can die. there are ways to make that happen, both direct and indirect. but we've got this society, and we're here and if we want to live we've got to abide by its rules. and if for some reason we can't - well, take a look back at human history. it seems that even god does not pity those who can't do for themselves, let alone man.
it's a fatalistic viewpoint but it's getting tougher and tougher to distance myself from this bitter feeling. does anyone else have thoughts like these? how do you deal with them?