CortexVortex
Banned
Everything sucks.
27 years old.
Gf broke up with me after 4 years.
My job sucks.
With my current salary it's going to be tough to find a new flat.
And the worst thing is, that I still love this girl. She is my best friend and I don't know what I should do without her.
Right now, I'm seriously panicking when I think of moving out / not seeing her anymore. Just this night I woke up on the couch (she stays in the bedroom for now) and had trouble breathing. We've talked a lot in the past few days and she told me that there's no chance of us getting back again. But deep within, I don't want to give up even if it's self-destructive.
She keeps telling me that it is not my fault but I know that it is actually my fucking fault. I didn't give everything to make it work and now it's too late.
People keep telling me that it will get better but how?
Right now, I don't have any hope left. I feel like a failure. Could not get a great job,could not save the relationship and can't even be on my own anymore.
I'm sorry for this stupid (and possibly cringy) thread but I just needed to get it off my chest.
Edit: Post#65 proves once more that I'm an fucking idiot
27 years old.
Gf broke up with me after 4 years.
My job sucks.
With my current salary it's going to be tough to find a new flat.
And the worst thing is, that I still love this girl. She is my best friend and I don't know what I should do without her.
Right now, I'm seriously panicking when I think of moving out / not seeing her anymore. Just this night I woke up on the couch (she stays in the bedroom for now) and had trouble breathing. We've talked a lot in the past few days and she told me that there's no chance of us getting back again. But deep within, I don't want to give up even if it's self-destructive.
She keeps telling me that it is not my fault but I know that it is actually my fucking fault. I didn't give everything to make it work and now it's too late.
People keep telling me that it will get better but how?
Right now, I don't have any hope left. I feel like a failure. Could not get a great job,could not save the relationship and can't even be on my own anymore.
I'm sorry for this stupid (and possibly cringy) thread but I just needed to get it off my chest.
Edit: Post#65 proves once more that I'm an fucking idiot