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dr3upmushroom said:
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So I tried out heroin
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Feels good man.
Desiato said:
It's not very addictive if it ranks below weed (which ranks below caffeine). That chart displays "mean harm to body" or something like that, not just addiction levels. The other graph that was linked to earlier is more informative. That being said, I haven't tried LSD yet.
Humans make me so sad and angry sometimes. 25 years I watched my mother use of drugs from "light" to "heavy" destroy the relationship between us siblings, the family and her self until she had no where to go but the streets. I cant even hear a woman raise her voice without my heart going crazy for hours into a panic attack.
If you have to escape this world, game, movie, do a crazy 20 min out workout, dance, indulge in food, anything but letting foreign material control your life in anyway.
If you have to escape this world, game, movie, do a crazy 20 min out workout, dance, indulge in food, anything but letting foreign material control your life in anyway.
Amir0x said:
I feel that's a careless philosophy to be advocating. Heroin is much, much different than something like weed. You don't intentionally "make a habit" out of it. For most people addiction is stronger than them, and "one or two times" is plenty.
Sure some are lucky and don't get addicted (good for you), but there's no way of knowing that beforehand, no matter how strong your willpower is. I had a friend in college with enough determination to make it into medical school, only to get hooked on heroin after trying it a couple of times. Now he has tens of thousands in student loans he'll never be able to pay off, because he's working under the table manual labor, living with his parents again and spending it all on heroin. I'm sure he thought he was strong enough to just try it a couple of times.
Before I had started having anxiety issues again I worked in a metro ER and saw several kids younger than I am whose bodies just couldn't handle heroin. In college I felt the subject was exaggerated, but the first time I saw a 17 year old declared dead because a "friend" talked her into trying it, that changed. She never had the chance to turn it down the second time around.
It's a mighty gamble no matter how you look at it. The only safe bet is to never touch it.
dr3upmushroom
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Sorry to hear that, I had no intentions of using heroine as a way to cure my depression it just happened to help me out, now I'm sitting here enjoying a nice steak and reading the latest news without thinking about the drug. Honestly people, it's really how you as a person decide to take on an experience. I'm not some strung out waiting for my next fix, in fact I'm starting to have a strong urge to stop smoking tobacco, drinking, or eating unhealthy foods (Only thing that still sparks my interest is acid which I find to be the best drug). Most of my diet consist of fruits, nuts, vegetables and meats, I exercise and still care about myself and those around me.madara said:
I posted this to have a discussion about the drug, how one perceives the influence of it and how not everything will turn someone into a strung out addict; Not for attention from a bunch of other dudes on a message board.
Forceatowulf
G***n S**n*bi
Please forgive me if I don't trust a heroin user.
roosters93
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This thread has made me want to:
a) Finish watching the diaries of a heroin addict but I don't want to get depressed.
b) Watch Trainspotting.
c) Never do Heroin.
a) Finish watching the diaries of a heroin addict but I don't want to get depressed.
b) Watch Trainspotting.
c) Never do Heroin.
kitchenmotors
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xelios said:
This.
depression doesn't magically go away. marijuana gave me better perspective. but... 1 week down the road... hello depression.
you'll want heroin again eventually. and if you give in....you're going to wind up shooting this shit into your balls.
i guarantee this girl wouldn't want tot lak to you again if she knew you needed heroin to talk to her.
Amir0x is a good person to listen to. but for someone who is suffering depression, your an idiot for trying it even once right now.
you'll want heroin again eventually. and if you give in....you're going to wind up shooting this shit into your balls.
i guarantee this girl wouldn't want tot lak to you again if she knew you needed heroin to talk to her.
Amir0x is a good person to listen to. but for someone who is suffering depression, your an idiot for trying it even once right now.
dr3upmushroom
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I don't follow.Jayge said:
I know it doesn't go away, and I'm going to have to work at the things that are bothering me in life, the drug wasn't the sole thing that made me outlook change, it was a combination of many things that happened to me yesterday. I could have either just done the drug and passed out in my room listening to depressing music or go out, hang out with people and have a good time while I was under the influence. Now that I've done it I have no really desire to push myself any farther, I still have my sanity, I still feel in control of myself, and I know that if I want to continue going on I won't fall into that pitfall. Once again, just because I tried it once doesn't mean I'm going to go off and become an addict. I have no more and I won't be getting anymore.
Keep staying judgmental and classy gaf.
dr3upmushroom
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So what I do to my own body somehow makes a stupid person who deserves to, even though I've never once done any serious harm to others? Wow, great reasoning.R2D4 said:
ConfusingJazz
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dr3upmushroom said:
Or you know, you could of hung out with your friends and not listen to emo music without doing heroin.
Damn straight I am being judgmental.
Flying high in the friendly sky
Flying high without ever leavin' the ground, no
Rest of the folks are tired and weary
Oh Lord, and have laid their bodies down.
I go the place where danger awaits me
and it's bound to forsake me.
So stupid minded.
I can't help it
oh ya, so stupid minded.
But I go crazy when I can't find it,
In the morning, I'll be alright, my friend.
But soon the night will bring the pains,
The pain, oh the pain
Flying high in the friendly sky
Without ever leaving the ground
And I ain't seen nothing but trouble baby
Nobody really understands, no no
And I go to the place where the good feelin' awaits me
Self destruction in my hand
Oh Lord, so stupid minded
Oh and I go crazy when I can't find it
Well I know I'm hooked my friend
To the boy who makes slaves out of men.
And oh believe me
Flying high in a friendly sky
Oh baby, flyin' high
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRcgeVmJgzQ
Flying high without ever leavin' the ground, no
Rest of the folks are tired and weary
Oh Lord, and have laid their bodies down.
I go the place where danger awaits me
and it's bound to forsake me.
So stupid minded.
I can't help it
oh ya, so stupid minded.
But I go crazy when I can't find it,
In the morning, I'll be alright, my friend.
But soon the night will bring the pains,
The pain, oh the pain
Flying high in the friendly sky
Without ever leaving the ground
And I ain't seen nothing but trouble baby
Nobody really understands, no no
And I go to the place where the good feelin' awaits me
Self destruction in my hand
Oh Lord, so stupid minded
Oh and I go crazy when I can't find it
Well I know I'm hooked my friend
To the boy who makes slaves out of men.
And oh believe me
Flying high in a friendly sky
Oh baby, flyin' high
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WRcgeVmJgzQ
dr3upmushroom said:
Yep. When it's something that has destroyed countless lives and has turned successful people into homeless animals who have lost everything and then you still decide to do it. What's the next thread? "Hey GAF so I shot myself in the head last night"? Just because you are "depressed". Well whatever you deserve whatever is coming to you.
Funky Papa
FUNK-Y-PPA-4
Heroin is one of the worst drugs when it comes to harming other people besides the user. You stay the fuck away from it.dr3upmushroom said:
dr3upmushroom
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Wonderful, all these negative comments are actually making me feel better about myself because I realize that I'm not a bitter asshole who finds a need to insult others for the decisions they make. Good night y'all, I'll let you know about my terrible withdrawal periods and downward spiral into the depth of my own personal hell (And eventual suicide by shotgun blast to the head). Now time to go cuddle up with my poodle.
jesus amirox, why the hell do you advocate "doing everything at least once"? I mean, there is a difference between doing all that stuff yourself and actually recommending others try a hard drug. "You live only once" blah blah, yeah, but if you look at people who have never done any drug as opposed to people that have tried every drug, I'm sure it wouldn't be hard to guess which group is more successful in life
Don't get me wrong, I smoke weed and occasionally drink, so I understand why people enjoy getting high, but its just in no way worth it if its going to fucking kill you or get you addicted. Even "responsible" use of crack or heroin or meth is incredibly irresponsible, for the simple fact that you are doing that shit in the first place
Don't get me wrong, I smoke weed and occasionally drink, so I understand why people enjoy getting high, but its just in no way worth it if its going to fucking kill you or get you addicted. Even "responsible" use of crack or heroin or meth is incredibly irresponsible, for the simple fact that you are doing that shit in the first place
ConfusingJazz
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dr3upmushroom said:
Hey, I never implied that! I implied you would be stripping copper plumbing from vacant houses in Baltimore!
dr3upmushroom said:
You don't deserve to die. I'm glad you didn't have a serious reaction, and I hope you can fight further urges to use.
It was a stupid decision though, especially if you have prior knowledge about the effects of heroin use/addiction and choose to use anyway. If not then consider yourself lucky, educate yourself and stay the hell away from it.
You can't lump it together with weed and others when talking about drug use. Heroin is in a class of it's own as far as it's life-destroying potential, and any happiness you'll get from it is ephemeral.
Funky Papa
FUNK-Y-PPA-4
Attention whore confirmed.dr3upmushroom said:
heroin withdrawl can physically kill you?! i dont think thats true. its basically the same as popping morphine tablets which if presented to them in painkiller form most people would assume was totally safe.
the real destructive side of it is if its cut with nasty shit, the injecting, and getting addicted.
the real destructive side of it is if its cut with nasty shit, the injecting, and getting addicted.
ConfusingJazz
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panda21 said:
Withdrawal can kill you if you aren't prepared for it, its like the flu. You need to replenish your fluids, and make sure to eat (even if you don't keep it down). If you don't have a support system, or your physical body has been getting its ass kicked from a healthy heroin addiction, I can easily see how it could kill you.
danielijohnson
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I don't want anyone to be depressed...but an isolated incident doesn't really go to show anything. Be careful.dr3upmushroom said:
danielijohnson
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