I...sort of agree.
Me and Holy definitely butted heads. For example, she seemed really upset with my "I'm confused by moe thread" and apparently I ruined her Christmas because of it. I still think parts of her personality were fake as fuck...the stupid stuttering she did all the time just isn't something someone does when they're typing unless they're sitting on a washing machine or something. And I think while she was legitimately a sensitive person, she started to play it up more and more as time went on when she realized it was a character that people liked to respond to.
At the same time, she was the only member I followed. I'd always check her posts each day to see what she had to say. In truth, this was probably because I enjoyed the fireworks whenever she posted, but also because I found her opinions interesting. Often, I felt she actually had really progressive ideas, and perhaps it was our fault for not being as progressive as she was, and I felt guilty sometimes that so many people jumped on her. Even the thread that got her banned, I thought she raised an interesting point, just in a poor way. But I understand that her existence seemed to derail threads, and from a logical standpoint, banning her was the best option over banning everyone else.
On a personal note, sometimes I wondered if people were a bit transphobic towards her. I guess the issue was for me is that I have nothing against people who identify as women, because I definitely have those feelings and can relate immensely to how Baikal must feel. Sometimes I wish I could be as open as she was in that regard. But at the same time, I also felt a bit weirded out by the fact that she specifically wanted to be a little anime girl, in other words she acted like how Japanese men think little girls act. I feel guilty for thinking that odd, but...tell me GAF, do you think that makes me a bigot? I mean, Holy was so childish often that it made talking to her basically impossible, or frustrating, and it seems like she acted that way completely on purpose and I definitely think she was far more socially capable than she let on. Sometimes I felt she was quite rude and insulting to everyone when we tried to have a decent discussion with her, but she seemed to just pull her shtick and mock us. :/
Still though, I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't want her back.