Mr_Appleby
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dunno but it can make you kinda depressed that's for sure
blame space said:you guys ever feel like each day is worse than the last? sometimes hope emerges.. but it only gets shot down like a bad fighter pilot.
u get stuck in this rut.. and all you can do is drink yourself to sleep and keep going another day. things will get better. they have to.
blame space said:.. only to get shot down like a bad fighter pilot.
blame space said:you guys ever feel like each day is worse than the last? sometimes hope emerges.. only to get shot down like a bad fighter pilot.
u get stuck in this rut.. and all you can do is drink yourself to sleep and keep going another day. things will get better. they have to.
BowieZ said:How many of you are seeking ongoing help from a psychologist?
blame space said:drohne would you say u were "trippin balls" when you made this thread??
disappeared said:Some nights. It creeps back.
Vox-Pop said:I met this girl today, for the second time, never thought i would see her again at work. i was going to actually try to talk to her, but i saw she was texting on a nice phone and she pulled pulled out her wallet stuffed with a bunch of credit cards. she looked well off. she works for this tutoring company, telling from her sweater. might have just been a sweater she owned. in that moment i just have up. i felt like she was better off and just wouldn't even give me much though. i pretty much have nothing. working at a shit store. i gave it some though and realized that it just wouldn't work. i mean she probably likes having fun, going out, and enjoys things. what would we even talk about? that what i've been thinking for the last few hours since i got off work. i just wouldn't work with any girl. i'm not even sad, just kinda weirded out. i think i just gave up on girls. i want a gf, but i don't think, or sure, i'll ever be in that place.
drama?disappeared said:I hear ya buddy. A lot of it has to do with where you think you are. Mentally, physically, financially. It's these things that you have to 'rectify', so to speak, about yourself. But at the same time, if you're happy with who you are, that's what matters.
A lot of girls just want to go out and get loaded and laugh with their friends about the most inane bullshit. So much sometimes that it makes your head spin. It's difficult finding a woman who is content with sitting in at home at nights, just enjoying your company or a discussion about a current event or a good novel or movie. Many girls simply can't do that. They just enjoy drama, on any level.
Of course there are exceptions, but it's always a 'the many and the few' scenario.
I met a girl who was quiet and enjoyed a drink at home at nights. I told her to fuck off, just tonight in fact.
Vox-Pop said:i felt like she was better off and just wouldn't even give me much though. i pretty much have nothing.
Vox-Pop said:drama?
i think that one of my main problems, lack of progression. i feel like i haven't become an adult or even able to survive on my own. it's probably low self esteem combined with frustration over my current life situation. i don't want to live alone, but i just want to be able to take care of myself.
just my luck, but most of the girls i meet are party chicks. can't find a girl who just wants to chill.
Same even though he seems to just be spouting lines from Office Space...Seraphis Cain said:All the time, yes. I'm sure living in the most depressing state in the US doesn't help.
(Fellow Ohioan here.)
HiResDes said:Same even though he seems to just be spouting lines from Office Space...
I'm working 51 hours a week at a fucking thrift store right now. I get paid minimum wage, even for the overtime I'm working. My day consists of mopping and sweeping the biggest thrift store in the city, lifting furniture, taking out trash, and moving heavy ass barrels filled with clothes and random objects. I'm the only person that is a native English speaker, and therefore I spend at least a third of everyday trying to figure out what my fellow Spanish-speaking colleagues are saying. I'm not a narcissist, but I feel that I am much more intellectually inclined than any of my five bosses. However, after completing a four year degree at Xavier University with a 3.4 GPA this is the best I can do. I no longer have time to do stand-up comedy on the side, and I can't seem to get any agent to help me shop my screenplay around Hollywood. I don't have a car. I've never had a legitimate girlfriend. Most of my friends have already left Ohio and those that haven't are currently in the process. So I really don't have much to look forward to in life anymore. I'm basically just waiting to die at this point.
Tkawsome said:Fuck that shit, I'm through being depressed. If life is getting real, I need to be ready to fight back. There's nothing I can't accomplish and all these problems are just going to make me stronger in the end. There will be rough patches, but that just means I'm going to enjoy the good parts of my life even more. I'm ready to take back my life. It's time to be awesome.
Tkawsome said:You know what? I just typed up a three paragraph post about my depressing life these past few years. It detailed some current problems and stuff I've been battling every day of my life, and how it was wearing me down to the point of hopelessness. By the end, I was feeling really sorry for myself.
Then I deleted it.
Fuck that shit, I'm through being depressed. If life is getting real, I need to be ready to fight back. There's nothing I can't accomplish and all these problems are just going to make me stronger in the end. There will be rough patches, but that just means I'm going to enjoy the good parts of my life even more. I'm ready to take back my life. It's time to be awesome.
HiResDes said:Oh I always end up going through the super motivated phase, but then end after a while I just end up right back where I started...It's just all part of such a pathetic cycle.
HiResDes said:Oh I always end up going through the super motivated phase, but then end after a while I just end up right back where I started...It's just all part of such a pathetic cycle.
That might be the norm if you're talking about an archaic tryciclic or an SSRI. There are several varieties of anti-depressants though, and every individual drug in each class will hit you in a slightly varying way as well, so it's generally impossible to apply blanket statements like that to the whole field.blame space said:drohne would you say u were "trippin balls" when you made this thread??
EDIT: those pills are bullshit they just turn you into a zombie.. when you come off of those you literally feel your brain start working again.
nothing against anyone who uses them as successful treatment, but shit..
Vox-Pop, by any chance do you vent your frustration on GAF? I've seen a fair share of your posts that classify as salty bro.Vox-Pop said:drama?
i think that one of my main problems, lack of progression. i feel like i haven't become an adult or even able to survive on my own. it's probably low self esteem combined with frustration over my current life situation. i don't want to live alone, but i just want to be able to take care of myself.
just my luck, but most of the girls i meet are party chicks. can't find a girl who just wants to chill.
weekend_warrior said:Man, I see in GAF the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.
From a young age, you're told that believing in yourself and dreaming is corny. You're taught to submit to the system, your taught if you don't have a degree or diploma you can't be successful. You're taught if you play video games your a social outcast. If you don't challenge what others put before you and submit to the predominant paradigms of society and the media, you'll fall to those paradigms that undermine your confidence as well.weekend_warrior said:Man, I see in GAF the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.
Ulairi said:my life was taken away from me in 2009. .
Eric Hall said:Is it ok to not feel like being in a relationship at all? Like I was in one for a long time, but it ended last summer. Now I have no desire to be in another one even though all my friends do. I feel it is just something else to have to deal with on top of school, job, etc. and not worth it at the time being.
I don't think so, I'm right there with ya.Eric Hall said:Is it ok to not feel like being in a relationship at all? Like I was in one for a long time, but it ended last summer. Now I have no desire to be in another one even though all my friends do. I feel it is just something else to have to deal with on top of school, job, etc. and not worth it at the time being.
revolverjgw said:What do you mean?.