I don't remember when or why I started clicking F5. Somewhere in the middle I lost core memories; like Sisyphus I am bound to hell and must continue clicking F5. I don't know what will happen if i never find what my heart desires, or worse; when I do find it.
For now, all I have is F5. Its the only thing that keeps me going. The odd sensation of white flashing before my eyes as the page reloads is all i have left. I think the white light grows longer with each click. The void calls to me, seek the white light...