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[Leeness]

Oh lord this thread.

Hahaha you guys...

 

[Alligatorjandro]

Wipe it off? Take a shower?

i feel dirty on the inside

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

Oh lord this thread.

Hahaha you guys...

So what kind of porn do you like?

 

[Leeness]

So what kind of porn do you like?

:lol

 

[ronito]

wow. This thread has taken so many turns.

 

[NotTheGuyYouKill]

wow. This thread has taken so many turns.

And I notice that Leeness still has not answered the question.

 

[CountAntonius]

And I notice that Leeness still has not answered the question.

 

[fanboi]

2 guys, one girl, amateur vids....

oh man, so good........

*high five*

 

[balddemon]

I used to be way into lesbo porn. Fav site was we live together, they had minute long previews of their vids and that was just enough to get me started, lol.

Now I'm stuck watching the same vid over and over because luckily I downloaded it while I knew my dads info to opendns

At least its the x art with Tiffany thompson. She is probably the hottest girl I've ever laid eyes upon

 

[ronito]

And I notice that Leeness still has not answered the question.

Creeper.

 

[Vermillion]

...Is this the right thread?

 

[The Anti-Monitor]

Who knew GAF was so boring when it came to porn...

I talked to a coworker today, all she watches is lesbian porn. HOT

The girls in lesbian porn are hot. The videos themselves are fucking boring though.

 

[Platy]

Small confession : Sometimes I use the "edit reason" to make small useless notes about my post that I KNOW that nobody will read... and that sense of "must make" and "it is USELESS because nobody see it" drives me crazy =P

And I notice that Leeness still has not answered the question.

Lesbian porn made for Men and Lesbian Porn made for women are 2 diferent universes entirely.

Huge nails and gross faces while they do a "look, i touched you" touchs that are as good as hover hands are in the first, wich is the one the confessor said for sure.

 

[massoluk]

When I was a kid... I'm really really physical with my younger sister. Kick, hit, slap. I feel like total shit when I grew up. She just laughed and didn't think much about it. But to these days, I spoiled the living shit out of her out of guilt. iPad, Digital Camera, Ray Ban for her birthday, graduation, first day at job. Thanks for listening.

 

[KO Traveling Hobo]

When I was a kid... I'm really really physical with my younger sister. Kick, hit, slap. I feel like total shit when I grew up. She just laughed and didn't think much about it. But to these days, I spoiled the living shit out of her out of guilt. iPad, Digital Camera, Ray Ban for her birthday, graduation, first day at job. Thanks for listening.

She laughed when you hit her and you still feel guilty?

 

[squidyj]

yknow what's better than watching people have sex? reading about people having sex. literotica imotbh.

 

[Kinyou]

When I was a kid... I'm really really physical with my younger sister. Kick, hit, slap. I feel like total shit when I grew up. She just laughed and didn't think much about it. But to these days, I spoiled the living shit out of her out of guilt. iPad, Digital Camera, Ray Ban for her birthday, graduation, first day at job. Thanks for listening.

I'll gladly let you punch me in the face if you buy me an iPad afterwards.

yknow what's better than watching people have sex? reading about people having sex. literotica imotbh.

Aren't those stories like 90% of the time about incest?

 

[squidyj]

I'll gladly let you punch me in the face if you buy me an iPad afterwards.


Aren't those stories like 90% of the time about incest?

that's still a huge 10% that's not about incest!

there's a lot of stories.

 

[massoluk]

She laughed when you hit her and you still feel guilty?

Nah, she laughed about it later, when we grew up.

 

[djtiesto]

I've been to a Creed concert.

It was the first concert I ever went to.

I'm sorry, everyone.

My first concert was Limp Bizkit and Kid Rock...

 

[Cyan]

So fuck it, might as well confess to something I usually do during the summer.

I have a pair of cheap binoculars and my house is in front of an intersection. Last Saturday I must have spent a good hour just scoping out cute girls who have been walking past my house. I felt a lot like James Stewart in Rear Window.

There was a girl who was standing for the bus at the corner, I was staring at her 10 minutes. I even tried to take pictures by pressing the binoculars up to the lens of my camera. Kind of sucked though, by the time I got it going, the bus had came and there was some dude waiting.

Ruh-roh.

 

[Mudita]

Ruh-roh.

This post is exactly what I thought of when I read that thread title.

 

[ronito]

Weekend!!! Off work and that means new confessions!!

I am in a loving relationship, and I am having an affair with a married woman.

I used to lack game with women, until college that is. Hooking up with girls became like a drug hit that would lift my spirits up, and provide me with validation. It wasn't about finding/starting relationships. It was about that moment of conquest when I knew they wanted me. It's knowing that despite whatever challenge, I made the conquest. I became really good at it, and knew that I could make any girl fall for me.

After years and years of this, I got tired of how much of an empty pursuit it really is, and I coincidentally met the most compatible woman out there for me. I met my match, my soul mate. For the first time, I felt selfless love for someone. We have been in a very loving relationship. She does have some things that have recently pushed me away a bit, but I'm not giving up.

Fast forward to about a few months ago, this really really cute girl starts working in my floor, in a team nearby. She's basically one of maybe 4 or 5 gorgeous girls in the entire building, and definitely the only cute/young girl in our department. I think nothing of it since I am in a loving relationship, but at the same time, I want to flirt and start the challenge of getting her to fall for me. I wouldn't push it past a certain point, because I had no desire to cheat.

The game is on. I did the usual things. I would not give her attention (she has at least 5 guys going up to her desk asking her out), but at the same time, I made sure I would get attention from others (being loud, funny, good at my job). I wanted her to notice me indirectly. After laying down this image for myself, it was unplanned, but we ended up in an elevator together. A few witty remarks, and a few jokes later, I knew I was in. At some event, she went up to me and we talked a bit, and later that day she added me through the work IM. After saying all the right things, she surprised me by her personality. She's amazing.

One thing lead to the next, and I started feeling an urge to be with her. I was falling for her. After only 2 days we were almost sexting via IM (as much as we could get away with). we arranged to meet at the elevator on our way out from work. We kissed for that 37 second elevator ride. We've done that every day, since we can't meet outside of work. She does want to go to my apartment during lunch, and it might happen tomorrow.

I guess the real shitty part is she is planning to leave her husband, but I will not leave my gf for her. My gf is better for me. I don't think I will tell my gf either. At least I am happy that she wants to leave her husband. He is one of the lowest forms of shit I have heard of, and I secretly hope he finds out she is cheating on him. He pushed her away.

tl:dr I neede validation and a challenge, so I'm hooking up with a hot chick from work. She wants to leave her asshole husband, but I won't leave my gf because I love her.

Well, are you giving yourself too much credit here? She might just be leaving her husband and just using you to gain the confidence to do so.

Also "I love my gf! Ignore the fact that I cheated on her."

 

[ronito]

Hi, I'm a full blown lurker. I spend my time on the gaming side(because majority of gaming media has its head deep within its rectum), even though the number crazed bastards over there is astonishing! Anyway, Ive been looking in the off topic lately and this thread is pure GOLD! Reading this is probably the most fun Ive had on the internet in a long time ^^.

Backstory(short): I'm 17, currently on break before my final year of highschool in Phx.

*This is all 100% TRUE*
Ok, now lets get to the good stuff..
-I saw/felt my first vagina at 5. It was a girl down the street; a you show me yours I'll show you mine type deal, but more times than I can count. I swear I remember peeing on her.. One day at her house in the back of her dads truck I was caught! Fuck that! I ran to my house, her dad talked to my dad, but thank god my older brother told my dad my zipper was just down. I was saved.

- I had sex at 8... 2nd grade had just ended and I was in Cali visiting my grandpa. My grandpa had a companion or some shit lady, but her kids would be at his house. Her son was the homeboy Jonathan and we'd play og smash bros(pikachu ftw) ALL DAY, but Jonathan's sister Jessica(14) used to sleep in only a long T-shirt. We were all in the living room, me and her on the same couch. Well when I woke up I looked under the cover and saw her butt.. so I touched it, but she woke up! Then we made out and i ate her out DREGRET) her vag stunk soo baaad! Then she told me to "put it in" and somehow I knew what she meant (MORE REGRET). I dont think I could even cum.. Haha I dont even like black chicks anymore because of that and my 2nd grade(1st ever) gf.(Oh yeah, I'm black) If I was older no way in HELL I'd fuck her, she was just nasty! She banged a 8yr old in 8th grade ffs!

- I pooped on the side of my house once(public). I was locked out waiting for my big bro to get home from school(we lived close, he was walking). He was dicking around and I had to shit sooo instead of pooping my pants like a bitch, I swallowed my pride went as far to the corner where the house and wall met and dropped a duece.

-Another poop story. Me and a best friend peyton pooped in a bucket and tossed it over in to his back neighbors yard(RETARDS). Hid in a corn field for a day. Asses were beat :'(

- Got a HJ(KINDA) in math. Ok, baaaaackstory: I went to THE WORST highschool in all of AZ, know as Carl Hayden, look that shit up if you dont believe me. Gangbangers and pregnant bitches GALORE at that school. Well in highschool(9th grade) I started to get much more physically attractive, so a TON of girls were on me over there. I was in adv. Math and this girl I sat by in the back of the class,Karen, she was talking about dick and asked if I had a big one. I said you know it and she just starts pulling down my zipper. She just starts going to TOWN! Not good at hand jobs was my first thought, then I remembered my settings and resisted; Fuck that Carl Hayden girls are walking herpes cases! I moved away from her and we never spoke again. My judgement was clouded by horniness(this is a serious problem for me)

- I never looked as good in middle school as I do right now, but fuck that I worked my ass of to get this body! I'll admit I constantly use this to my advantage.. I can fairly easily get nude pics, I mean its almost effortlessly. I manipulate girls I'll be honest. I've lied to get nudes from/bang chicks who've Ive never been interested in pursuing relationships not giving 2fucks. It's awful, but I can't stop this sort of thing. I'm going on a cruise tomorrow, its highly likely I'm going to have confessions after that.

I would confess more, but I think whether or not Gaf finds any of this shit interesting.

*I attached a pic so you know I manipulating girls, and to avoid the inevitable: Pics or u am lies!*

so much here....5 year old watersports?

 

[Kinyou]

- I pooped on the side of my house once(public). I was locked out waiting for my big bro to get home from school(we lived close, he was walking). He was dicking around and I had to shit sooo instead of pooping my pants like a bitch, I swallowed my pride went as far to the corner where the house and wall met and dropped a duece.

 

[Surface of Me]

That seems like more of a bragging email than a confession.

 

[balddemon]

that guy needs some pecs

 

[FairyD]

Ruh-roh.

My heart skipped a beat when I first saw that thread.

 

[Deleted member 81567]

I hope that guy never becomes a member

 

[Cuban Legend]

I hope that guy never becomes a member

we'll spot him once he starts posting in fitness-gaf, "yo gaf what are the best workouts for my pecs?" lol

 

[Riggs]

so much here....5 year old watersports?

1) I am jealous of your body

2) You sound like an asshole

3) That's it.

 

[jaxword]

Ruh-roh.

Where's that guy from last page who was refusing to accept that you can be charged for voyeurism?

 

[balddemon]

Where's that guy from last page who was refusing to accept that you can be charged for voyeurism?

in jail

 

[ronito]

Uh.....

I once hid porn under my bed and my mom found it. I had to think quick and I blamed my cousin. Said he was trying to get me in trouble. Now my mom thinks of him as a weirdo. I feel bad about that. That was a long time ago, so whatever.

Though now that I think about it... I think my mom knew I was full of shit.

I don't really have anything juicy. What else I got...

This guy once asked me to hide a taser from the staff at my high school. He brought it in for some reason and then stuck it with me cause... well, no one would suspect me. I don't know the legality of it, but now that I think about it, I could have been expelled for that! Motherfucker. I was the fall guy.

God damn it.

fall guy. That was a great show.

 

[ronito]

my guilt.

this is about a former friend who i ditched.

so there was this guy i was friends with for the last 12 or so years. during that period i would have probably had considered him a close friend that i spent a lot of time with.

during the latter stages of our friendship (the last 2-3 years of it) he became someone i hated with a passion.

he always used to speak to girls online when he was 15-16 and even tho i found that a bit weird, it wasn't completely creepy since they were of the same age. when he turned 18 he continued to chat to girls online even tho they were 12-15. at first it was fairly harmless stuff like talking about anime and art, but eventually he started to call one of these girls his "girlfriend" even tho she was 13 and lived in a different county.

what made my hate grow towards him was how he lived at home with his parents, yet had never worked in his life and was leeching off them constantly. they would spoil him with game consoles, pocket money and he never had the intention of getting a job and paying them back.

(i could list a million other things)

he also started to get pissy with me when i couldn't go over his house. he would call me out and ask me if he had done something wrong. i just told him i was busy now hat i was working full-time, tired and lacked time since i had less of it myself.

now on to my guilt. this guy was someone who was heavily bullied in school, and because of this he piled on the pounds during the end of high school. he had little friends and lacked confidence and also had social anxiety (this was something i could just pick up). he was also completely oblivious to his flaws and that's why i never questioned him on his lifestyle decisions.

eventually, after knowing this guy for over a decade since i was a child, i cut my ties with him, simply by not calling him, blocking him on social networking and ignoring his calls. the week before i decided to do this he had gotten annoyed with me because i didn't lend him money for a wii that he said he would pay back (at this point he had a part-time job) and because i was with other friends on the day i usually see him.

it's now been 2 years since this has happened, and even tho he only lives a 5 min walk away from my house, i have successfully managed to avoid him and his parents.

the reasons for my guilt is because i'm told by people that his life is a complete mess. he's now extremely obese and still chats to these teen girls online. he also believes that i betrayed him for no reason, since i just cut him off with no explanation or word at all.

so that is the guilt that has been knawing at me for the last 2 years. even tho i know he was an asshole, my conscience just tells me i'm a bad person for doing what i did to him.

So all of that and the confession was that you shut out an old friend? Apparently you haven't read this thread much...

 

[ronito]

First, though I guess it's not a secret, I'm homeless right now. Being homeless is terrible, I don't recommend it at all to anyone.

But as to the reason I am homeless, I was trying to move with my family. I had money saved, so we decided to move back to where we're from from the place we'd been living for 7 years, because we all hated it there. Because of cars breaking down and other unforeseen events there was no money left by the time we got to where we were going.

We're all stressed, but my mother is so awful to be around right now. We're all depressed and angry because of the situation, but she takes it out on every one else, especially me. I feel so stifled, you can't say anything to her or she will explode, and then complain that no one communicates clearly. But everyone is afraid to say anything at all to her, because if she gets mad once she'll be mad for an entire day and just yell and scream constantly.

She's always been this way, but now when we need some solidarity and cohesion she's even worse. I've tried to talk to her about it, but she's made it clear that though she can control her anger, she refuses to.

And now, because of her absolute refusal under any circumstances to not be awful to her family, her refusal to not be awful to me, it's come to the point that I'm going to abandon her. I've got things set up to the point that I'll have a well paying job in a little over a month and a half. I've been the most caring person in our family, and I always knew I'd be the one taking care of her and my youngest brother, because they need so much help and the rest of our family are selfish uncaring people. But now, because of how she's been, and how I know she will always be, I can't stand the thought of having her in my life any more, or letting her be around my children once I have them.

I always wondered why my older siblings never wanted to have anything to do with her, but now I've seen her in a new light, and it made me think about my entire life growing up. I always was okay with the fact that I had hand me down toys and clothes, I though my mom just couldn't afford it and gave her the benefit of the doubt. But now as a man I've had a job and given her enough money to pay all her bills but she didn't do it. I wasn't deprived because there wasn't enough, I was deprived because she was selfish and lazy.

I hate that I'll be doing to her what my older siblings did, because I saw how much it hurt her, but I've always had a mean steak, and I've never been able to forgive people. And I know that because of conversations we've had that even if I try to forgive her and try to mend our relationship, that she only wants a one way relationship where the other person does all the work. I want to be able to be a good son to her and have a mother, but I know I'm not strong enough to carry a relationship alone, and I know I'll never be able to count on her to pick up the slack.

I know I sound petulant and maybe selfish here, but I'm not very articulate when it comes to emotional or personal matters.There are so many thoughts in my head right now, and I don't know how to type them out, so readers please give me the benefit of the doubt and don't judge me too harshly.

You don't sound selfish you sound perfectly reasonable.

 

[ronito]

im excited about enrolling in school today.
its like, the greatest thing thats happened to me this summer. i missed the last semester cuz money issues and whatnot. now im ready to do something besides play video games.

so i guess that confession is that i like school! im lame, lol.

Sad that getting a higher education in America has become such a feat. It will not bode well for our future.

 

[jorma]

Where's that guy from last page who was refusing to accept that you can be charged for voyeurism?

Not in louisiana, for sure. Sounds like a weird place.

 

[Falcs]

"I love my gf! Ignore the fact that I cheated on her."

I seriously hate guys that think like this.
"Oh I love my wife/girlfriend, but I just need a lil som'n som'n on the side."
Bullshit! You clearly have no idea what love is, and if you tell your girlfriend that you love her, then you're full of shit and I hope she finds out your cheating, and then dumps your ass and finds another dude with a huge shlong.
If you really loved your girlfriend you wouldn't be sticking your tongue down some other woman's mouth.

 

[ronito]

It's a doozy. I slept with my brothers first g/f and future wife. We were both 16 at the time and my brother was 14. They weren't having sex, and she didn't know how to make it so they would and i sorta took advantage of it by telling her I could help. We had sex constantly, but, I never felt any love with her, and she sadly did love me. I felt bad, but, she was so damn hot and I was horny and lonely. When they finally started having sex, she lied and said she was a virgin to him and he believed it. She never really loved him but was too afraid to break his heart because she was very weak willed and shy. She grew up very socially awkward, had few friends and was just odd. After we graduated HS we both stayed at home and went to a Community College. her grades were terrible and she couldn't afford a university. I as well. Things got worse when my brother after graduating went off to join the army. He told me before he shipped out, he wanted to marry her before he left.

I didn't have anything to say, but, good luck. I wish I could have told him how she really felt. That night I got the worst news of my life when she told me she was pregnant. I asked her if it was ours or his, and she didn't know. I told her, she had to get an abortion. Im then told her we had to stop having sex, and just sorta end the relation between us. She cried, because she to my horror loved me. I managed to guilt trip her into getting the abortion by saying "if you really love me you'll do it and then we'll see what happens", despite her wanting to have the child. I knew she would be devastated but kept on pushing her. A couple days later she got the abortion, and that was the end of that. I felt it was probably a good time to fully tell her how i felt, and so I told her off and told her I never loved her and didn't want to keep on with the relation. It killed her inside, and all she said was "I hate you" in such a cold voice. She accepted his proposal, and they've been married ever since. She doesn't love him nor herself and you can tell she doesn't because she's lost her youthful charm, now she's bitter and depressed. She' lies and says she's just depressed and as such their relation suffers. they constantly fight, and my brother comes to me and tells me how he doesn't understand why she's so depressed. I ruined her life because I kept on sleeping with her instead of laying down the law and ending it before things got out of hand.

Nobody knows about this, and if they did find out I'd be no longer welcome with the family. My brother would probably kill me if he knew I was sleeping with his g/f and fiance and got her pregnant and forced her to have an abortion. It's been a few years, I'm nearing 30 and to be married in October. I regret every moment of it. She's been suicidal several times now, and has a child she doesn't care for, a husband she doesn't love and a life she didn't want. I do my best to avoid her, and likewise with her.

How did my brother or anyone never find out? Simple my brother was an idiot and we hid the relation. My brother knew we were friends, but, never figured out we were more then friends. We had a few close calls, but, we never really did anything but have sex. Sometimes we'd go out on dates, but, those were few and far between. Whenever he asked why she was so upset, she alway's made excuses on how she hated the world, pr just said her parents. She hated her dad, her mom had died during child birth and her dad blames her for it and has always been cold and distant and somewhat abusive.

First off, you don't need me to tell you you're a terrible person. But I'm doing it anyway. You're a terrible person. And I'm an authority. I read tons of confessions.

Second, you're fooling yourself if you think this is over. When the going gets exceptionally tough and she needs get out of something your horrible secret will be laid bare.

Sorry to reaffirm what you've feared.

Have a great day though!

 

[Red]

It's a doozy. I slept with my brothers first g/f and future wife. We were both 16 at the time and my brother was 14. They weren't having sex, and she didn't know how to make it so they would and i sorta took advantage of it by telling her I could help. We had sex constantly, but, I never felt any love with her, and she sadly did love me. I felt bad, but, she was so damn hot and I was horny and lonely. When they finally started having sex, she lied and said she was a virgin to him and he believed it. She never really loved him but was too afraid to break his heart because she was very weak willed and shy. She grew up very socially awkward, had few friends and was just odd. After we graduated HS we both stayed at home and went to a Community College. her grades were terrible and she couldn't afford a university. I as well. Things got worse when my brother after graduating went off to join the army. He told me before he shipped out, he wanted to marry her before he left.

I didn't have anything to say, but, good luck. I wish I could have told him how she really felt. That night I got the worst news of my life when she told me she was pregnant. I asked her if it was ours or his, and she didn't know. I told her, she had to get an abortion. Im then told her we had to stop having sex, and just sorta end the relation between us. She cried, because she to my horror loved me. I managed to guilt trip her into getting the abortion by saying "if you really love me you'll do it and then we'll see what happens", despite her wanting to have the child. I knew she would be devastated but kept on pushing her. A couple days later she got the abortion, and that was the end of that. I felt it was probably a good time to fully tell her how i felt, and so I told her off and told her I never loved her and didn't want to keep on with the relation. It killed her inside, and all she said was "I hate you" in such a cold voice. She accepted his proposal, and they've been married ever since. She doesn't love him nor herself and you can tell she doesn't because she's lost her youthful charm, now she's bitter and depressed. She' lies and says she's just depressed and as such their relation suffers. they constantly fight, and my brother comes to me and tells me how he doesn't understand why she's so depressed. I ruined her life because I kept on sleeping with her instead of laying down the law and ending it before things got out of hand.

Nobody knows about this, and if they did find out I'd be no longer welcome with the family. My brother would probably kill me if he knew I was sleeping with his g/f and fiance and got her pregnant and forced her to have an abortion. It's been a few years, I'm nearing 30 and to be married in October. I regret every moment of it. She's been suicidal several times now, and has a child she doesn't care for, a husband she doesn't love and a life she didn't want. I do my best to avoid her, and likewise with her.

How did my brother or anyone never find out? Simple my brother was an idiot and we hid the relation. My brother knew we were friends, but, never figured out we were more then friends. We had a few close calls, but, we never really did anything but have sex. Sometimes we'd go out on dates, but, those were few and far between. Whenever he asked why she was so upset, she alway's made excuses on how she hated the world, pr just said her parents. She hated her dad, her mom had died during child birth and her dad blames her for it and has always been cold and distant and somewhat abusive.

Does your wife know any of this? Damn.

You are one horrible dude. I would normally split blame down the middle between you and your brother's girl, but tricking someone into an abortion because you solely don't want to deal with the consequences of your actions? Goddamn that is cold.

 

[NaughtyCalibur]

Out of all the confessions in this thread, that last one pissed me off the most. Using "love" to guilt trip somebody into having an abortion and then being all like, "lol, love you? I LIED! HAHA BITCH YOU SHOULD SEE YO FACE HAHAHAHA!" is pretty much scum of the world quality shit right there.

I actually have more respect for the coffee jizzer than this chode.

 

[ronito]

A few things/reminders gents/ladies:

1.) No I'm not gonna post any "confessions" about hating any section of GAF or how certain sections of GAF are treated. You wanna complain you can post it here, or PM a mod but the confessional is for true confessions not a place to air grievances.

2.) Don't send me confessions about your hate of certain confessors. You hate them? Post it here. Don't use the confessional for that.

3.) Confess more! gafconfess@gmail.com

 

[Equus Bellator Apex]

It's a doozy. I slept with my brothers first g/f and future wife. We were both 16 at the time and my brother was 14. They weren't having sex, and she didn't know how to make it so they would and i sorta took advantage of it by telling her I could help. We had sex constantly, but, I never felt any love with her, and she sadly did love me. I felt bad, but, she was so damn hot and I was horny and lonely. When they finally started having sex, she lied and said she was a virgin to him and he believed it. She never really loved him but was too afraid to break his heart because she was very weak willed and shy. She grew up very socially awkward, had few friends and was just odd. After we graduated HS we both stayed at home and went to a Community College. her grades were terrible and she couldn't afford a university. I as well. Things got worse when my brother after graduating went off to join the army. He told me before he shipped out, he wanted to marry her before he left.

I didn't have anything to say, but, good luck. I wish I could have told him how she really felt. That night I got the worst news of my life when she told me she was pregnant. I asked her if it was ours or his, and she didn't know. I told her, she had to get an abortion. I'm then told her we had to stop having sex, and just sorta end the relation between us. She cried, because she to my horror loved me. I managed to guilt trip her into getting the abortion by saying "if you really love me you'll do it and then we'll see what happens", despite her wanting to have the child. I knew she would be devastated but kept on pushing her. A couple days later she got the abortion, and that was the end of that. I felt it was probably a good time to fully tell her how i felt, and so I told her off and told her I never loved her and didn't want to keep on with the relation. It killed her inside, and all she said was "I hate you" in such a cold voice. She accepted his proposal, and they've been married ever since. She doesn't love him nor herself and you can tell she doesn't because she's lost her youthful charm, now she's bitter and depressed. She' lies and says she's just depressed and as such their relation suffers. they constantly fight, and my brother comes to me and tells me how he doesn't understand why she's so depressed. I ruined her life because I kept on sleeping with her instead of laying down the law and ending it before things got out of hand.

Nobody knows about this, and if they did find out I'd be no longer welcome with the family. My brother would probably kill me if he knew I was sleeping with his g/f and fiance and got her pregnant and forced her to have an abortion. It's been a few years, I'm nearing 30 and to be married in October. I regret every moment of it. She's been suicidal several times now, and has a child she doesn't care for, a husband she doesn't love and a life she didn't want. I do my best to avoid her, and likewise with her.

How did my brother or anyone never find out? Simple my brother was an idiot and we hid the relation. My brother knew we were friends, but, never figured out we were more then friends. We had a few close calls, but, we never really did anything but have sex. Sometimes we'd go out on dates, but, those were few and far between. Whenever he asked why she was so upset, she alway's made excuses on how she hated the world, pr just said her parents. She hated her dad, her mom had died during child birth and her dad blames her for it and has always been cold and distant and somewhat abusive.

I was typing a paper/ waiting to Skype someone and came upon your confession. I'm not a judgmental person or anything like that. Also a decade of internet use has rendered me completely numb to most things.

With all that said.

You are without any doubt in mind the sorriest, most pathetic piece of shit I have ever witnessed in my entire life.

I actually read the post a couple times hoping I missed some sort of subtle hint that this is just some sick troll, but it's not. Because who would make up something as fucked up as that?

You broke pretty much every unspoken or spoken rule that we as a civilized have adopted. You lied. You committed adultery. You betrayed your family. You fucking guilt tripped that woman into aborting that child because there was a chance it would inconvenience you.

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?

Did you honestly do that?

You ruined AT LEAST three people's lives.

1. Your brother. All of those years you didn't have the fucking guts to tell him anything. You just watched as his life slowly crumbled because of you. Stole his girlfriends virginity, said nothing. He tells you he's going to marry her, you say nothing. You had so many chances to fix things and you did NOTHING.

2. His girlfriend. You're a fucking predator. You saw weakness and pain in her and instead of acting like a human, you took advantage of naivety/stupidity over and over and over again. She was virgin. What the fuck did you think was going to happen? Of course she fell with you, you fucking idiot. Then she gets pregnant (surprise) and like the shit worm you are make her abort it. Again you manipulate her. Also I love the fact that you guys didn't even get a DNA test so there's like 50% chance you aborted your brother's child. OOPS

3. Your bother's child. Born into a home that you destroyed. That kid did absolutely nothing to you.

Normally when people tell me shit like this I try to put them at ease by saying "Yeah, you messed up, but it's not all of your fault"

I just wanted to say that at no point was any of this was out of your control.

There was no unenforceable event that forced you to do any of this.

All of this is your fault.

If your they get divorced, it's your fault.

If the kid grows up to be a criminal because he grew up in a broken home, it's your fault.

If she kills herself it's your fault.

All of it. Everything is on you.


I didn't type this long ass post just to tell you how much of peace of shit you are.

I'm typing this to tell you that, you still have a chance to improve their lives. It's too late to fix everything, obviously. However you can stop the bleeding and actually start the healing process.

The first thing you need to do is tell your brother EVERYTHING.

Then talk to his wife express how much of a piece of shit you are.

Then tell your family.

They are going to hate, but hopefully their hatred will be so strong that it'll bring them together. Something to rally around. Own up to it and take it.

If the backlash is too strong lie ( you're good at that ) and say you found Jesus and you're going to become a missionary or something and use that as an excuse to exit their lives.

If you have any shred of empathy, compassion, love, respect, courage or humanity you'll close the laptop and start treating these people who for whatever reason love you enough to call themselves your family with some dignity. Then again if you had any of those qualities you wouldn't be in this situation in the first place.

You're the worst person I've never met.

p.s.

Don't let her carry your burden. She won't last very long.

 

[KO Traveling Hobo]

Is telling the brother really the right thing to do? Obviously the brother and the woman need to break it off ASAP, but it seems like the less the brother knows about what went on the better.

Confessing to the brother just seems like a selfish way to shed some of the guilt.

 

[Equus Bellator Apex]

Is telling the brother really the right thing to do? Obviously the brother and the woman need to break it off ASAP, but it seems like the less the brother knows about what went on the better.

Confessing to the brother just seems like a selfish way to shed some of the guilt.

He's going to find out some how. Things like this don't stay secrets for very long. Better he hears it first hand. It needs to come the confessors mouth if he wants to have any chance at salvaging his relationship with his family.

 

[NaughtyCalibur]

Not to mention I'm pretty sure the confessor wasn't joking about the "my brother would kill me" part. And honestly, considering he may have guilt tripped his wife into aborting his first child, I couldn't blame him.

It's so fucked I don't see anything else from here on out topping the Piece of Shit-O Meter quite like this assclown.

 

[KO Traveling Hobo]

He's going to find out some how. Things like this don't stay secrets for very long. Better he hears it first hand. It needs to come the confessors mouth if he wants to have any chance at salvaging his relationship with his family.

14 years is a pretty damn long time. And I don't really care about his relationship with his family -- I'm worried about the brother's wellbeing.

 

[Equus Bellator Apex]

14 years is a pretty damn long time. And I don't really care about his relationship with his family -- I'm worried about the brother's wellbeing.

Not to mention I'm pretty sure the confessor wasn't joking about the "my brother would kill me" part. And honestly, considering he may have guilt tripped his wife into aborting his first child, I couldn't blame him.

It's so fucked I don't see anything else from here on out topping the Piece of Shit-O Meter quite like this assclown.

You guys are absolutely right and I agree with you, but all of their lives are going to get continuously worse until this shit blows up and just destroys everything. It's a ticking time bomb. I think it's more dangerous for the dude just to assume things are going to blow over. All it takes is one loose text message or email for all of it to fall apart.

We can all the agree that situation is completely fucked.

 

[cashman]

It's a doozy. I slept with my brothers first g/f and future wife. We were both 16 at the time and my brother was 14. They weren't having sex, and she didn't know how to make it so they would and i sorta took advantage of it by telling her I could help. We had sex constantly, but, I never felt any love with her, and she sadly did love me. I felt bad, but, she was so damn hot and I was horny and lonely. When they finally started having sex, she lied and said she was a virgin to him and he believed it. She never really loved him but was too afraid to break his heart because she was very weak willed and shy. She grew up very socially awkward, had few friends and was just odd. After we graduated HS we both stayed at home and went to a Community College. her grades were terrible and she couldn't afford a university. I as well. Things got worse when my brother after graduating went off to join the army. He told me before he shipped out, he wanted to marry her before he left.

I didn't have anything to say, but, good luck. I wish I could have told him how she really felt. That night I got the worst news of my life when she told me she was pregnant. I asked her if it was ours or his, and she didn't know. I told her, she had to get an abortion. Im then told her we had to stop having sex, and just sorta end the relation between us. She cried, because she to my horror loved me. I managed to guilt trip her into getting the abortion by saying "if you really love me you'll do it and then we'll see what happens", despite her wanting to have the child. I knew she would be devastated but kept on pushing her. A couple days later she got the abortion, and that was the end of that. I felt it was probably a good time to fully tell her how i felt, and so I told her off and told her I never loved her and didn't want to keep on with the relation. It killed her inside, and all she said was "I hate you" in such a cold voice. She accepted his proposal, and they've been married ever since. She doesn't love him nor herself and you can tell she doesn't because she's lost her youthful charm, now she's bitter and depressed. She' lies and says she's just depressed and as such their relation suffers. they constantly fight, and my brother comes to me and tells me how he doesn't understand why she's so depressed. I ruined her life because I kept on sleeping with her instead of laying down the law and ending it before things got out of hand.

Nobody knows about this, and if they did find out I'd be no longer welcome with the family. My brother would probably kill me if he knew I was sleeping with his g/f and fiance and got her pregnant and forced her to have an abortion. It's been a few years, I'm nearing 30 and to be married in October. I regret every moment of it. She's been suicidal several times now, and has a child she doesn't care for, a husband she doesn't love and a life she didn't want. I do my best to avoid her, and likewise with her.

How did my brother or anyone never find out? Simple my brother was an idiot and we hid the relation. My brother knew we were friends, but, never figured out we were more then friends. We had a few close calls, but, we never really did anything but have sex. Sometimes we'd go out on dates, but, those were few and far between. Whenever he asked why she was so upset, she alway's made excuses on how she hated the world, pr just said her parents. She hated her dad, her mom had died during child birth and her dad blames her for it and has always been cold and distant and somewhat abusive.

Doozy is right. Yeesh