Fudgepuppy
Banned
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So I've had thoughts of suicide for as long as I can remember. Not because my life is shit, but because I seek attention and confirmation from others. For a couple of months, I've been somewhat sad and lonely, this culminated in me dreaming about suicide.
In the dream I was burning all of my belongings in a barrel, just so I would have nothing to hold me back from hanging myself. I distinctly remember throwing my favorite hoodie in last. Later I was sitting at my desk, preparing for it all, when I looked outside I saw the barrel smoking. I panicked, ran out and took off the lid. I started rummaging through the ashes until I found the hoodie, unscathed. I felt so happy, then I woke up.
Ever since then, my sadness just seems washed away, I'm not imagining death anymore.
What's your experience with revelations from dreams?
So I've had thoughts of suicide for as long as I can remember. Not because my life is shit, but because I seek attention and confirmation from others. For a couple of months, I've been somewhat sad and lonely, this culminated in me dreaming about suicide.
In the dream I was burning all of my belongings in a barrel, just so I would have nothing to hold me back from hanging myself. I distinctly remember throwing my favorite hoodie in last. Later I was sitting at my desk, preparing for it all, when I looked outside I saw the barrel smoking. I panicked, ran out and took off the lid. I started rummaging through the ashes until I found the hoodie, unscathed. I felt so happy, then I woke up.
Ever since then, my sadness just seems washed away, I'm not imagining death anymore.
What's your experience with revelations from dreams?