Kind of ironic that you quote the bible knowing that the same book calls you an abomination and calls for your death. Also that you defend "truth", while wanting to live a lie "in stealth".
Sorry if I came across strongly in that last post. It just makes me angry when someone creates disparaging false scenarios in their head about people they've never even met or spoken with, and then creates hurtful or damaging videos lying about those people and spreading those lies to millions of strangers stating it is 'truth.'
I'm tired of people being liars in general. I'm tired of blatant narcissism and the act of wanting to lift oneself up in this life at the cost of tearing down others and not caring who it destroys.
Sure, I have wished I could live 'in stealth' so as to not be judged by others...but I do not; I let people know I am reluctantly transsexual. I sometimes wish I had never been born with sexual differentiation and birth defects caused by Diethylstilbestrol. However, I was not...and although my family and I have suffered decades of health issues because of it, we get by just fine because of our faith in Jesus and the love God shows us daily in all the small blessings we receive throughout our lives.
I have wished I was not different from most everyone I've ever met in life. I have wished I could have been born a normal girl...that I could have met someone to become my husband, and I could carry a child and have a family with him. I am at peace now that this wasn't my lot in life.
I try to live a faithful life in Jesus as my redeemer and hold this verse close to my heart...the one I feel fits closest to my situation in life:
"For there are some eunuchs, which were so born from their mother's womb; and there are some eunuchs, which were made eunuchs of men; and there be eunuchs, which have made themselves eunuchs for the kingdom of heaven's sake. He that is able to receive it, let him receive it."
- Jesus Christ (Matthew 19:12)