GAF,
I'm dead inside. Numb, empty, blank...
I just want support right now or words of advice. Almost 11 years of perfection. Others looked to our relationship as inspiration and hope for there's. Then, tonight, my wife tells me she has to go on her own. Her career, her ambitions, etc... She wants to find the real her. She said she still loves me. I've never seen her break down as hard as she did when speaking to me. While I heard some words, my brain was dead and gone for me to comprehend the others. I have no outlet, GAF. She's my heart and my soul and I feel like my world has been smashed with a hammer. Right now, I'm smoking cigarettes and drinking. It's the only thing keeping me calm and level-headed. I thought we would grow old together and, now, it's going away forever. The pain, man. I can't comprehend it nor would I wish it on my worst enemy. I'm just here. I feel all alone in the world now. I just exist and it's a lonely state right now.
I'm dead inside. Numb, empty, blank...
I just want support right now or words of advice. Almost 11 years of perfection. Others looked to our relationship as inspiration and hope for there's. Then, tonight, my wife tells me she has to go on her own. Her career, her ambitions, etc... She wants to find the real her. She said she still loves me. I've never seen her break down as hard as she did when speaking to me. While I heard some words, my brain was dead and gone for me to comprehend the others. I have no outlet, GAF. She's my heart and my soul and I feel like my world has been smashed with a hammer. Right now, I'm smoking cigarettes and drinking. It's the only thing keeping me calm and level-headed. I thought we would grow old together and, now, it's going away forever. The pain, man. I can't comprehend it nor would I wish it on my worst enemy. I'm just here. I feel all alone in the world now. I just exist and it's a lonely state right now.