I used to very smugly say "I think Walking Dead is a terrible show". I've recently been rewatching Walking Dead on Netflix and I've taken pretty much a complete 180 on my feelings with this series. I used to think - Season 1 is great, but Season 2 and 3 are awful fluff.
As I've slowly been progressing through Seasons 1-4, I started to remember why I originally felt so negatively about the show. And it was mainly Lori and Andrea. Lori going from telling Rick that Shane needs to be put down, to then encouraging Shane's ego, to then getting really upset at Rick when Rick says he killed Shane. That whole sequence of events soured the show for me. I found that to be pretty silly, along with Andrea, and her smug, self-satisfied smile when she shot Daryl in the face in Season 2 (girl, Dale told you not to shoot!).
I don't know what changed for me, but those two moments just matter a lot less for me. Right now I'm absolutely loving the show. And now - onto the main reason I've created this thread: A discussion of the overwhelming despair gripping me (the viewer) and the characters that I love in the show.
It started midway through Season 3 - when Lori passed away. I legitimately broke into tears when I saw Rick's reaction. But some time passes, and Rick builds a formidable mini society at the prison, deep into Season 4. He has a group that far eclipses (in numbers) anything they ever had at the camp outside Atlanta in Season 1 and the farm in Season 2.
At the end of Season 4 Episode 8, the Governor somehow convinces a bunch of ordinary people to become outright savages. With either smiles on their faces or determined looks (almost no hint of any doubt/hesitation, except for the bad ass lesbian "Atlanta city cop"), they storm in on the prison and commit an unjustified atrocity.
This is when the feeling of overwhelming sadness has started to grip me. The look on Rick's face right after he was beaten to a pulp by the governor makes me feel so bad. To me it doesn't even matter that the Governor died. He didn't suffer enough. He caused so much suffering in the world in just ~30 minutes at the prison. Michonne ended up killing the Governor and saving Rick, sure. But Rick looked defeated. He was broken. And I haven't shed any more tears for this show yet (I've only cried when Rick found out Lori died), but everything about this show just screams: "Hey, here are the characters you love - now they're all alone, broken, and will never find any happiness".
I love it - this is extraordinary television to me. It's so wonderful and compelling. But it hurts too. On one hand it's fantastic the way the story is following all the different fractured parts of the group (Rick + Carl + Michonne, and then Glenn all alone with the bad ass lesbian, and Maggie with Bob/Sasha, and Tyreese with the kids, Carol and Judith - I screamed yes when I saw this, hahah - and finally Beth + Daryl). But on the other hand, no one in the group is happy.
Seeing Carl lash out at Rick in the early set of episodes after Season 4 Episode 8 just made me so sad. Rick had no ground to stand on - the son he loves his laying it on thick, verbally smacking him down left and right, but Rick is too weak to talk back, and even if he was strong enough, too much of a failure at protecting his own family to come up with any convincing counter argument to Carl. Everything about how these past few episodes have unfolded is just so sad.
As I've slowly been progressing through Seasons 1-4, I started to remember why I originally felt so negatively about the show. And it was mainly Lori and Andrea. Lori going from telling Rick that Shane needs to be put down, to then encouraging Shane's ego, to then getting really upset at Rick when Rick says he killed Shane. That whole sequence of events soured the show for me. I found that to be pretty silly, along with Andrea, and her smug, self-satisfied smile when she shot Daryl in the face in Season 2 (girl, Dale told you not to shoot!).
I don't know what changed for me, but those two moments just matter a lot less for me. Right now I'm absolutely loving the show. And now - onto the main reason I've created this thread: A discussion of the overwhelming despair gripping me (the viewer) and the characters that I love in the show.
It started midway through Season 3 - when Lori passed away. I legitimately broke into tears when I saw Rick's reaction. But some time passes, and Rick builds a formidable mini society at the prison, deep into Season 4. He has a group that far eclipses (in numbers) anything they ever had at the camp outside Atlanta in Season 1 and the farm in Season 2.
At the end of Season 4 Episode 8, the Governor somehow convinces a bunch of ordinary people to become outright savages. With either smiles on their faces or determined looks (almost no hint of any doubt/hesitation, except for the bad ass lesbian "Atlanta city cop"), they storm in on the prison and commit an unjustified atrocity.
This is when the feeling of overwhelming sadness has started to grip me. The look on Rick's face right after he was beaten to a pulp by the governor makes me feel so bad. To me it doesn't even matter that the Governor died. He didn't suffer enough. He caused so much suffering in the world in just ~30 minutes at the prison. Michonne ended up killing the Governor and saving Rick, sure. But Rick looked defeated. He was broken. And I haven't shed any more tears for this show yet (I've only cried when Rick found out Lori died), but everything about this show just screams: "Hey, here are the characters you love - now they're all alone, broken, and will never find any happiness".
I love it - this is extraordinary television to me. It's so wonderful and compelling. But it hurts too. On one hand it's fantastic the way the story is following all the different fractured parts of the group (Rick + Carl + Michonne, and then Glenn all alone with the bad ass lesbian, and Maggie with Bob/Sasha, and Tyreese with the kids, Carol and Judith - I screamed yes when I saw this, hahah - and finally Beth + Daryl). But on the other hand, no one in the group is happy.
Seeing Carl lash out at Rick in the early set of episodes after Season 4 Episode 8 just made me so sad. Rick had no ground to stand on - the son he loves his laying it on thick, verbally smacking him down left and right, but Rick is too weak to talk back, and even if he was strong enough, too much of a failure at protecting his own family to come up with any convincing counter argument to Carl. Everything about how these past few episodes have unfolded is just so sad.