Tom Clancys Splinter Cell
November 17th, 2002 Over a year after the attack on 9/11 a game called Tom Clancys Splinter Cell was released for XBOX. My brother bought it, saying that he had heard really good things about it.
For a long time me and my brother played single player games together, side-by-side, tag-teaming levels and switching off when one of us failed an objective. So thats how we played Splinter Cell. And we loved it.
By this point I was already intent on being a writer, so I was enthralled by the story. Though simple and contrived in hindsight, at thirteen I reveled in the dense, espionage-laden plot of Splinter Cell, the gruff, no-nonsense demeanor of its protagonist, Sam Fisher.
My brother I think just liked the parts where you sneaked up on people and threatened to break their arm if they didnt tell you what you wanted to know. I liked those parts, too.
I liked the idea of fighting terrorists, felt little to no remorse over killing them. I enjoyed the power fantasy lurking, crouched in shadows, then striking, making a bad guy whimper in pain until I got what I wanted.
I was thirteen. I wasnt conscious of it, but I was being fed, and readily accepting, the idea that killing terrorists was easy, fun, and necessary. Moreover, that good Americans kill terrorists, and that terrorists are always the easily identifiable Arabs, Russians, Chinese, otherwise-Middle Eastern, otherwise Eastern European bad guys you would expect.
Either you are with us or you are with the terrorists.
George Bush, addressing a joint session of Congress on September 20, 2001
Is it such a stark distinction, president Bush? Even now? Even when there are allegations surfacing that under your administration CIA operatives tortured known opponents of Muammar Gaddafi, and then delivered them directly to the former leader of Libya?
Is it so easy a distinction to make if those prisoners were members of the Libyan Islamic Fighting Group, itself part of the broader mujahideen group of rebels? Is it easy when the LIFG has been subject to allegations of ties with al-Qaeda that they constantly deny? Is it easy when the US supported the mujahideen against the Soviets in Afghanistan thirty years ago?
No, president Bush, it isnt. These are murky, bloody lines, and they are painstakingly hard to make out.
But I didnt know. I was thirteen. And I was being conditioned, thats all.