the best couple hours of my day are when my ambien fails to kick in and i feel really happy and optimistic and LIKE MYSELF BACK WHEN LIFE WASN'T A WRECK
then i realize it's 4:26 and my ambien didn't kick in, so tomorrow morning's going to be EXTRASHITTY
t-5 days to suicide
then i realize it's 4:26 and my ambien didn't kick in, so tomorrow morning's going to be EXTRASHITTY
t-5 days to suicide