I appreciate that this study explains that atheists are often overcoming/second-guessing "easy" religious sentiments.
So much religious dialogue about atheism continually takes that position that religious people have access to some deeper dimension of human experience that atheists are too deaf/blind/stubborn/intellectual to "feel".
"If atheists only put in the work to look and see", they assume.
Which has always rang false to me, because I have experimented with mysticism and religious philosophy. I've meditated. I've felt "all is one" experiences where I'm connected with the universe. I've read numerous religious texts and thought "think as if it's true" for awhile. I've done psychedelic drugs of a spiritual nature. I've been to churches, Buddhist temples, and Hindu temples, some of which offered a palpable sense of magical experience. (Secret best church atmosphere: Krishna consciousness. You get a buzz walking through that. But then again music concerts are amazing too).
I have absolutely tried on the religion hat, I've tasted the goods, and I can admit, there are some good feelings to be had there. Powerful feelings.
But at the end of the day, having experienced all this: I say Big Whoop.
Big deal that you can feel happy and connected sentiments from religious practices. Big deal that you can jump headfirst into a spiritual tradition and make it your identity.
I could have done that. But I didn't.
Because it doesn't mean a damn thing about what is true and what is actually proven to be real.
It would have been easier to accept it all. Saying "wait a second... proof please!" was harder, more rigorous, and probably more work than the believer who got off at an earlier station saying "I believe I believe! No more questioning! I give in!"
I'd say it left with me a vague sense of atheist pantheism (a contradiction in terms but they're the best words we have). Sure, I think the world is a kind of amazing interconnected thing (machine? Being? Whatever). But do I think it pointed to the truth of any religious tradition on the planet? Not a damn chance. They are all blind-leading-the-blind telephone games and, at most, what they do is point to the universal questions of existence that are inherent to, well, existing.
It took rigor to overcome the simplistic notion that everyone's fairy and rainbow stories are true. It's not necessarily easy to become an atheist... for some of us, it's the harder conclusion to arrive at after wading through everyone's shiny bullshit.