OK, straight to the point. There's this place I go. I was talking to the woman in the counter, let's call her A. I was asking about B, the woman I really like. She's 100% my type and it's rare to find someone like her. While I was trying to engage in conversation with B, her coworker, C, came out and started chatting to me.
EVERYTIME I stop by, C is very receptive opens a huge smile, I can notice her awkward body language trying to interact with me. Today she even said "B is in there", because the first time she noticed how I was keen to B. c really brightens up with me.
However, B, even though my type, didn't showed any interest in me. She is a little bit odd. She behaves a little bit autistic. She doesn't establish eye contact for more than seconds (more out of shyness than rudeness) and her words are short. She always hide behind something when talking with me and lowers her head. Like I make her feel uncomfortable, but I sense it's more her being socially awkward then thinking me as a burden.
The problem is: my last serious relationship was 2011. I had one night stands and hook ups here and there, but a fulfilling emotional relationship no.
If I go for B and fails, C is not gonna take me. If I try to take C, I also might fail (or succeed) but I will always want B.
What should I do?
When you get lonely, you usually go for the one that shows the minimum interest.
ALSO, IF I GO FOR C, I DONE WANNA MAKE B FEEL SAD.
Even though I'm "sexually satisfied", the emotional side is pretty fucked up and I cannot bare any major emotional scar again. Really tired of women fucking with me.
EVERYTIME I stop by, C is very receptive opens a huge smile, I can notice her awkward body language trying to interact with me. Today she even said "B is in there", because the first time she noticed how I was keen to B. c really brightens up with me.
However, B, even though my type, didn't showed any interest in me. She is a little bit odd. She behaves a little bit autistic. She doesn't establish eye contact for more than seconds (more out of shyness than rudeness) and her words are short. She always hide behind something when talking with me and lowers her head. Like I make her feel uncomfortable, but I sense it's more her being socially awkward then thinking me as a burden.
The problem is: my last serious relationship was 2011. I had one night stands and hook ups here and there, but a fulfilling emotional relationship no.
If I go for B and fails, C is not gonna take me. If I try to take C, I also might fail (or succeed) but I will always want B.
What should I do?
When you get lonely, you usually go for the one that shows the minimum interest.
ALSO, IF I GO FOR C, I DONE WANNA MAKE B FEEL SAD.
Even though I'm "sexually satisfied", the emotional side is pretty fucked up and I cannot bare any major emotional scar again. Really tired of women fucking with me.