Hi guys, finally decided to post here, I didn't really have much stories to talk about before I guess heh.
Anyway, I'm a bit confused about my sexuality right now. I mean, I know I like guys, but since I started attending university, I'm a lot more social than I was in my teenage years and met some girls I wouldn't mind dating too (and I dated a few of them and it went relatively well). Thing is, I'm not sure if it's more a desire for a relationship (I was a lonely teenager with very few friends and barely went out at the time) or if it's genuine attraction. The fact that I never tried anything with a dude before very recently didn't help matters much too.
So, I'm out to a few people (well 6 people to be exact), and a lot of people I know and spend time with don't know about it (mostly because some people in my university are extremely gossipy and if they knew the entire university would know the next day, and I'd rather be able to tell people at my own pace...).
Telling people always went the same way, only happened when I'm drunk (because I could never muster the courage to tell them otherwise), I usually feel good about it until I wake up the next morning, then I feel awful until I get to talk to them again sober and see they're totally okay with it. Then I feel much better (and it's such a relief being able to talk to someone after years of hiding it).
Anyway I'm going to stop venting now >.> Hope everything goes well here