I did it. I spoke with her this morning and I started to get a sense of cruelty in her that I didn't see before. She seems so okay with crushing my heart like this.
Edit: I take that back.. there's no cruelty there. I'm starting to believe we weren't compatible and that she's right about this.
Ugh, don't torture yourself. That is exactly what you are doing.
I emplore you to take my advice. Go radio silent. Day by day...hour by hour if you have to. Yes, its all you can think about. Yes, you feel that the only way to stop the pain is to get back together, but let me assure you this is a delusion. Do you want a women in your life that let you go? Let me answer, Hell No.
Get strong, get tough, de-friend, don't text, don't call. This will blow... If she wants you back, then she knows where to find you, and she will have to WIN YOU BACK. She hurt you. Don't let her keep hurting you.
And then it will get better, and in two weeks you will be mad at yourself for thinking about calling.
And in a month, you will be well on your way to being over it.