Vermillion
Banned
No I'm in college, but you still get the "fratbros" and what have you. It's just easier to avoid them.
And I know that, but I can't force myself out. Like I was at a practice for a play I have coming up, and I was just making comments to my friends in a pretty friendly open manner and I must've hit a nerve or something because they just on edge. I was pretty taken aback and just buried my head in homework when I was off-stage. I'm horrible at reading people and I feel like if I that's gonna happen so often if I'm just out there.
But like I said, I feel that's lie. The way I act is I approach it as a "controlled lie." You believe me on stage because I'm a good liar. Like I said before, I don't want to act to a certain way to build a friendship or relationship with someone like that. I don't want that built on a fallacy.
Mm. Never really had problems with frats, but I know a few people in them, so.
No, it's not necessarily lying when you're attempting to build confidence. It's how you portray yourself, and every one attempts to change it at some point or another. The only difference between you and other people is that you can show results much quicker, and the more you do that is the more it becomes you, because that is who you want to be.