The fucking gall of people asking for sympathy for not being able to defend their own views.
Go into any thread about international trade, commerce, inflation, growth.
See all that discussion? It's alive and well on these boards. That's what you used to pretend to be about. The problem is that the veil fell over the past 20 years. You are not about free markets, you are now for protectionism. You are not about fiscal conservatism, you are about removing rights and programs that by ALL research have a POSITIVE impact on society, and yet you ignore that research.
Your party has nothing but bigotry and empty ideas left. You stood up and talked when the hate was covert. Now that it's out in the open, you pretend (pretend, yes, we both know you don't really believe it) that you are not speaking up because you will get shouted down. No, you are not speaking up because you are complicit and you don't have the arguments to back up your views, precisely because your views are a castle in the sand that was built on a fake, abandoned foundation of free markets and fiscal discipline. The castle crumbled, and you've got NOTHING left to say.